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Self Pity Party

Unknown userMember21 Oct 2017, 11:13 am AEDT

Self Pity Party

Is it bad we have self pity days? Like yes I got a mental illness but there are kids staving so do I have the rights to go argh life is not fair?

I'm just having one of those teary weeks. I'm feeling not right. I feel my new medication is working but my mania is coming in hard and is testing my medication and I don't think my medication is going to hold out.

Then I started thinking what if it dosent. I'm going to be sick again and not be able to work or life. Then I started thinking what will people think of me. Then I started thinking well what do people think of bipolar. So now I believe they think I'm purely crazy that's tempomental and you need to walk around egg shells on other wise they will set me off and I'll go into the loony bin. I'm just the nut in the family they discus to others when they discus the crazy person in the family to friends.

And I feel at work they know I'm sick and just think of me as weird. The strange one. I can't communicate or get in the flow with people there.

Literally thinking about quitting my job going on the dole and just become my illness. What's the point of trying to fight it I'm just crazy.

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Unknown userMember15 Nov 2017, 1:19 pm AEDT

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Stuff it I'm over this Shit!!!! Fully done! I want out!

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outlanderSenior Contributor15 Nov 2017, 4:41 pm AEDT

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Im really sorry you feel that way @Former-Member

@Faith-and-Hope @Queenie @Former-Member @soul @Former-Member maybe you guys can help

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Unknown userMember15 Nov 2017, 5:16 pm AEDT

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Hi @Former-Member 🙂

It sounds like things are getting dark and lonely. I'm sorry to hear you are struggling and know how hard it can be when everything feels too much. I'm encouraging you to try and continue reaching out if you can. Please check your email, I've emailed you. Support is here on the forums, via email or with the Help centre via online chat or phone. Can you please respond either via the forums or email when you can. Support is here, please hear that.

Thanks for your comment @outlander.

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Unknown userMember15 Nov 2017, 6:10 pm AEDT

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I love how being honest and exspresing my feelings is frownd upon due to the fact they do fit your little circle. Your little click! Just delet my posts due the the fact they are true. I don't feel supported. What's so bad in stating that truth? And what's wrong stating a moderator said I wouldn't be a good mum when I spoke about having a miscarriage? It happened. Aren't we meant to be true to our feelings.

Face the facts unless you follow the non written rules of agreeing with the Queen bees and no questioning anything and going yes to their advice straight away your a loser and out cast in a site that's made up with what the our side world thinks are out casts.

There's no support on the forum. Zero!!!! Unless your one of them.

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outlanderSenior Contributor15 Nov 2017, 6:27 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member

I didnt say not to espress your feelings. I said i was sorry you felt that way. When i first commented here i hadnt read all the way to the start so whatever happened before i started commeting i am unaware of.

I have tagged other members but they havent been active themselves since i tagged them.

If your refferring that im in a click im very close to a few members because they have earnt my trust and ive earnt theirs.

So again im sorry you dont feel suported here.
Sometimes when you write on your thread you have to tag others as it can get lost when not @ meantioned.

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Unknown userMember15 Nov 2017, 6:32 pm AEDT

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Did you read my post @outlander it talks about my post being deleted. Are you capable of deleting a post? So obviously I wasn't talking to you!!!!

It's not a thing about trust in here. Everyone should be accepted. Why do we need to earn trust to be accepted? That's a load of rubbish sorry. We are all ill and we should be treated equal.

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Unknown userMember15 Nov 2017, 10:25 pm AEDT

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How do you disable your account with this site. I want nothing to do with it anymore!!! I want fully out now!

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outlanderSenior Contributor15 Nov 2017, 10:30 pm AEDT

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not too sure sorry

@Former-Member

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BookwormSenior Contributor15 Nov 2017, 10:54 pm AEDT

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Hi @outlander
Information around how to close your account can be found here:

https://saneforums.org/t5/custom/page/page-id/sane-forums-terms-conditions

I hope that helps.

Take care,
Bookworm

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outlanderSenior Contributor15 Nov 2017, 10:55 pm AEDT

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thanks @Bookworm it was for @Former-Member above msg Catmeowcatmeow

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