I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

@outlanderknow the feeling

Hope today is ok for you

Hi @outlander

I was sick yesterday and I didn't post but I did read that your pelvic exam didn't go well and that is so hard for you to deal with - I am sorry that happened

And I did start to write something about your having arthritis so young - but I had not finished it - but yes - it is rough to have athritis so young - and I am wondering if you have osteo-arthritis or rheumatoid arthritis - because rheumatoid arthritis can get to people very early in life and of course this is never fair

When it comes to being normal then that is really hard to work out - what does normal mean anyway? People who appear normal might have something else happening and maybe life will catch up with the "normal people" later in life - we should all live that long - only I understand - I do

I have had health problems through my life - a lot of operations - and so I still feel I am just average - whatever that means - but I really understand how tough things are for you and I do understand

Lately I seem to be having trouble getting the time to spend in here - when I am okay I am busy trying to work my knee which means going out and walking and then resting up when I get home - I am certainly not giving up on anyone - just attending to my own affairs as well as doing what I can here -

I read what's happening - how I wish I could offer more than I do - but this is something you have to work out and I think you have figured that by now - tough stuff though

Thinking of you @outlander - you are never far from my thoughts

Dec

@outlanderwell done on getting your full license.

Did you want to talk at all?