I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

thanks sis i just want to go home @Former-Member after xmas i dont want to be here at all and as you know heat can make us abit cranky but also being cooped up in this house listening to all this noise, sleepless night. it all adds up as you know

@outlanderyeah I know hun how hard it is for you atm and that you don't want to be there. Are they able to go to their rooms and play to give you a bit of a break?

Hugs hun

they are watching a movie atm @Former-Member its worrying me this pain. i havent had this sort before except when it first happened. ive never had throat swelling before. i cant even get into my gp for another 3 weeks now either and i hate the ed but i guess if it comes down to that ill go but i cant take the ferals there.

@outlanderI know you don't like the ED but if it gets to that point than I know you will go. Just try and stay as relaxed as you can (I know that is hard given where you are).

Hi @outlander

That does not feel good at all - I have no idea what's wrong with your throat but I am pretty sure it has something to do with being trapped at your mother's house

So - the usual questions - do you have a temperature? Are you able to breathe? Have you eaten anything unusual or been outside where there might be something you could be allergic to

Yes - there is always the ED and I know about the ferals there - but I am wondering if you will be okay when you get home

Do you have both the kids there atm because I am sure the middle sister can handle it if you go home - I remember baby-sitting when I was her age

I would normally say breathe - breathe - breathe - but I asked if you can breathe and I certainly hope you can

Dec

ive taken over the couch but sitting slightly more upright @Former-Member theres a movie on and im chatting on here so thats all i can do for the moment.

@outlanderOk hun, just keep chatting on here then

@Owlunarim sure its associated with my neck troubles- the twisted spine at adjoints my head to spine.

but it hasnt been like this for over 2 yrs now which is why im wondering why its keeps getting worse.

temp- not sure as dont have tools but i feel ok in that sense

breathing- i m breathing but each breath the muslces contract making my thoat sore. but not difficult in the sense i cant actually breathe.

allergies- no havent eaten anything unusual. ive had this pain for a few days but its worsening.

i wont leave them 2 alone for long periods of time esp in an unknown neighbourhood- plus they sister squabbles alot and the middle sister isnt really knowledgeable if that makes sense and the little one likes to push her buttons so id rather keep the peace between the 2.

mum is nowhere near here as in shes like 2 hrs away if i knew she wasnt far off then it might be possible but shes not.

thank sis plus theres a storm happening outside-a trigger @Former-Member

@outlanderwell we can keep talking then.