outlanderSenior Contributor
I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
I dont know how much longer i can keep going on like this anymore. I feel completely defeated right about now
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I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
Yes im alive @MDT dont know if its fortunate or not yet.
@Faith-and-Hope i hope that day comes soon. Ive stopped therapy. I havent been in almost 2 months now. It feels like after a few sessions it just doesnt help anymore. The current therapist defers alot of my questions and dredges up crap that i wouldnt have even thought of and then goes and rubs it in like salt to a wound. Thats not helping me at all.
I dont feel very young at all. I feel old. Whether that's through the past or my current feelings i font know but i dont feel young at all.
I hope that i can learn the skills to look past this or get through it. I am just tired. Tired of fighting it.
@Faith-and-Hope i hope that day comes soon. Ive stopped therapy. I havent been in almost 2 months now. It feels like after a few sessions it just doesnt help anymore. The current therapist defers alot of my questions and dredges up crap that i wouldnt have even thought of and then goes and rubs it in like salt to a wound. Thats not helping me at all.
I dont feel very young at all. I feel old. Whether that's through the past or my current feelings i font know but i dont feel young at all.
I hope that i can learn the skills to look past this or get through it. I am just tired. Tired of fighting it.
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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I hear you @outlander, but as @MDT said, you have been through a lot this year. I am guessing some of this emotional fatigue is backwash ..... I know that is what I am feeling, leaving me tears and flat at the moment ..... but considering my year this year, it would be more surprising if I wasn’t .....
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Backwash? @Faith-and-Hope
Im sorry your feeling like crap too. I wish i could come and give you a hug ❤
Im sorry your feeling like crap too. I wish i could come and give you a hug ❤
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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Backwash is where you have been racing, like swimming, then you suddenly slow down and all the water that was churned up behind you washes forward all over you .....
It means that all the emotions you were too busy to focus on while you were battling the main issues come swirling in afterwards. Think about it ,.... just the fact that your mum, her bf, and sisters have moved back out of your Pop’s house, and you’re having to reconstruct order there, is pretty massive, without the rest of what has been happening at 100km/ hr for you this year.
Just rest yourself,and the backwash feelings will gradually pass .....
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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“Falling in a heap” is another way of putting it ....
@outlander @MDT
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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That makes perfect sense @Faith-and-Hope that does help and explains it. I guess now that im not busy 24/7 and overwhelmed by constant noise and tension between me and everyone else its catching up. And yes this yr has been massive I just didnt think it would come back and bite me now
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Ive done exactly that. Dropped like a sack of potatoes
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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Yeah .... me too .....
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Hugs @Faith-and-Hope ❤❤🕊🕊
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Is the waters easing a little for you yet @Faith-and-Hope or is that motor still running full force?
All this travelling must be making tou so out of whack i hope that gets sorted soon too
All this travelling must be making tou so out of whack i hope that gets sorted soon too
