I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

But ive already been checked @Former-Member
I just cant have anxiety or panic attacks says someone with severe anxiety.

@Former-Member 💛💛
Aww, well u can stay there if it helps. You know where to find me if you want to talk yeh. You keep planning that trip of yours. I know thats something you like to do with your little critters.
Love you too NN 💛💛

I know @outlander,I feel like a f***wit when I have to go to the Dr for being basically a failure. But if you think the chest infection is a factor,you need to go.I know its hard when we are mental health as we feel like hypochondriacs,but there might be a reason.

Im scared @Former-Member ive already had to go through all this. And im trying to stay calm but i cant seem to.
My stupid family are already on my case this morning. All u said was 'i can take a few things to the new house while yous are at work' and mums bf pipes up and says i know you want us out but you cant rush it. With his stupid facial expressions and tone.
They were all excited etc yesterday and then today when i get offerred to help i get shoved out and growled at like they don't even want me to touch their stuffs. And its nit because im sick, doesnt explain the rest of the yrs.
I feel like a germ that no one wants to be near.
So i guess ill just sit here in the corner and be invisible.probably get yelled at for that too.

@outlander,take my advice and step back,leave it to them,its not worth it.You need to make choices for you,you will be more financially responsible there,focus on your future and leave theirs to them.In all honesty, I think the less you enter their new place,the better as your mother needs to be responsible as well for her life.Think about what I have said as it comes from my f*"*** experiences.

Ok @Former-Member ❤
Ive gone out of the house now anyway and besides both her and her bf are at work.

Maybe they need the space as much as you do @outlander.

They do @Former-Member but they dont have to take it out on me.
Its such a great life knowing that no one wants me and im the biggest mistake made to human kind. (Yes sarcasm is used)

I feel exactly the same way,had to give a mother who can treat me like shit my doctor app. yesterday and take her.Today she's gone on her own .I hate how my life is made to feel less important than anyone else.My sister is coning to get her on Friday so I can go on my own.That's why,without a job,I don't get my own life.Can't have my life,I question the worth of living everyday @outlander.That's why I advise you to start weaning off family.

I hate that you feel the same way @Former-Member its like living an entire lie