outlanderSenior Contributor
I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
I dont know how much longer i can keep going on like this anymore. I feel completely defeated right about now
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I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
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Unknown userMember
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That's how I have been made to feel @outlander all my life .I hope this is your chance to change.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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Morning all,
@outlander sounds like another trip to the GP is required STAT. But honestly, right now if you can't or won't get a handle on your anxietyy, it's going to impact physically on everything. Your body will be under such stress trying to fight off infection and a truck load of stress gets dumped on it. I know I am bring harsh, but you know too that I only want the best for you. And I care very much about you.
Take whatever pills are needed, get some rest, physically as well as mentally. That might mean for now shutting off negative thoughts, stop worrying about tommorrow, next week or next month. Today you need to calm down, breathe, eat some food, drink something a often. And book a GP appoint.
And finally, I love my lil Sis so BIG HUG coming your way
Morning all,
@outlander sounds like another trip to the GP is required STAT. But honestly, right now if you can't or won't get a handle on your anxietyy, it's going to impact physically on everything. Your body will be under such stress trying to fight off infection and a truck load of stress gets dumped on it. I know I am bring harsh, but you know too that I only want the best for you. And I care very much about you.
Take whatever pills are needed, get some rest, physically as well as mentally. That might mean for now shutting off negative thoughts, stop worrying about tommorrow, next week or next month. Today you need to calm down, breathe, eat some food, drink something a often. And book a GP appoint.
And finally, I love my lil Sis so BIG HUG coming your way
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Unknown userMember
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Morning @Sans911.Hope you are feeling OK.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Former-Member im actually feeling alright this morning. But I have some tough goals to meet this week, namely in the order of staying alive. I'll not suicidal today, we'll it is early morning, but im in a reasonable frame of mind.
How are you? I do have a question for you, but I'm still working on it. I try to ask you later today.
How are you? I do have a question for you, but I'm still working on it. I try to ask you later today.
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Trying to do housework @Sans911,mentally, not in a good place,made drs for Friday morning ,think I will have to get carers to get off job search,and to take pressure off me,I'm f****** whatever I do.Glad you are OK.
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OwlunarSenior Contributor
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Hi @outlander
You are into making your own life work for you now - and you really need to stop thinking of yourself as a mistake - your mother was careless and hence - you arrived - but this was not your mistake - you have to think of yourself and an individual apart from a chance encounter in other people's lives nearly 22 years ago and make life work for you
I am sure with our help @Former-Member@Sans911@Sans911@Former-Member and me egging and urging you on you will find your feet in the world
I could never get along with my mother - her favourite comment to me was "Pity about you" and I had a way of closing her out which didn't make her love me anymore
Hey - I hate to say it but actually this move is hard on them too - and yes - any change like this is rough on you - it will be better
You will be find - I had an anxiety attack in the hospital yesterday - not a bad one - the nurse let me rattle on and I listened to myself - I'd had bad pain before the surgery and then a GA that was fine but had scared me and I managed to convince myself that with my past with PTSD and anxiety it was natural that I feel so beat up -
And for you too - the first thing is that this is natural and stress and anxiety do pass
It's a tough lesson but it will get easier to control - this part of your life is a major upheaval - and it's your life - and we all wish you the best
I have to type with breaks today but I am around now - and it went okay for me in hospital
Sending hugs
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Owlunar I'm hoping that the rest of the day is easier for you. Get better soon 🐢🌸🌼❤️🐞
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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@Sans911 morning, love you too 
I went out on a call and done it but it took lot out of me. A horse decided to put its leg through the 2 striaght wires so it was an easier fix. Had it of been barb wire a vet wouldve needed to come.
On the way home I coudnt drive properly, kept going scraping the gutters. Im home now and had a 20 minute sleep. It hasnt really helped. Ive made an appointment to see my gp at 3 oclock this arvo so in 2 and a bit hrs. I dont want to go to hospital sis, im scared, ive seen half the stuff they do there.
@Owlunar they are excited about the move, I know its hard on them but why can they show excitement and when I do I get growled at and get sent away. Im not offerring to help anymore. When they are around I need to be away from this house but I cant drive around like I normally would. I just want it all over and done with so at least I can have a room.
I just responded on your thread about surgury so wont repeat it here
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You need to be checked out outlander.
