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I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

I dont know how much longer i can keep going on like this anymore. I feel completely defeated right about now

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@Sans911you just made me giggle with your "bloody marvellous mate" comment!!

Gee, I googled gangster sister and this might need a bit more research, lots of photos not appropriate for forum land!! Yes I have seen suicide sister, not sure if the mods would want me to put that up, will keep looking!!

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@Former-Member I'm not sure even why @MDT asked. Maybe my tone had changed or something. When I'm really anxious like now, I'm probably more 'ocker'. My depression is probably more British, refined and broad even. I spent 10years mostly living in London, so my accent and language now is not quite Aussie, not quite British and sometimes even a little South African, as I lived with my Saffa friend for 5years in London. And depending who I talk to, I tend to take on their accent after a while. Yes, I know, I can see you shaking your head and saying, who the hell is this woman?!

I think maybe this is the first time you've 'seen' my anxiety present. Unmedicated I in all it's glory. Ah well, at least I have now got that burst of energy I was talking about earlier.

Umm, yeah, gangster and suicide sisters images in Forum land? I can see the moderators now backing away from the computers saying 'No, no, please no' haha. I'm surprised you know about suicide sisters- 😋.

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I asked because i was wondering how you were @Sans911 but it seems i have upset the apple cart. I didnt have time to go back over all your other posts.

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@MDT- no you haven't done anything wrong at all. Not at all. You just don't ask me very often, that's all. And nothing wrong with that either.

And don't go back over my other posts. They're as boring as bat shit, and often the rantings of a lost, darkened mind.

No apple cart to upset, sorry if you thought that way. I know you're a little sensitive at the moment, so my bad. Please just forget about it, and thank you for asking btw.

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@Sans911I was picturing you saying it in a British accent too!! Never lived in a foreign country but would love too. And no, I am not shaking my head at you, it sounds like you have let your guard down a bit.

You certainly are more talkative tonight but thats ok with me!! I am hoping with all that energy you can get some sleep tongiht however

I am still searching for something that the mods will go phew, that one is ok!!

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ok @Sans911 found this but will keep looking!

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@Former-Member arrrgh the wait, the wait! It's agonising. Like waiting on these prn meds which for me take 2 hours to work.

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All good @Sans911
Just want to check in on others nnow that im using forums more. Stay safe !

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@Sans911hopefully you don't have to wait too long, not that exciting anyway. Crap 2 hours for your prn meds to work, that is way tooooooooooo long

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@Former-Member I know right? What I take SHOULD work within an hour, and the amount I take makes most people sleep for about 4 hours.

I have even given up my OTC meds that I over medicate on in the vein of being honest, so I've got nothing. One of the nurses just stuck her head in the door; someone has gone to the hospital just around the corner to get them, but they've not returned.

I stopped my ads a few weeks ago, and don't see my pdoc for another 2 weeks. She won't be impressed, but I was on a really low dose, which she wouldn't increase.
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