I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

I rhink im going to head off for the night. Early and unusual i know

Good night to you both. I do hope you get some rest/sleep 💖💗💙💚❤💜 @Sans911 @Former-Member

@Former-Member @outlander

I'm in a room with only one other person, and the house is nice and cool. The nurses tonight are pretty nice too, so I'm trying my best at the moment to ride out these crappy feelings and hold on. The physical symptoms are now starting, which are quite uncomfortable. So lots of distractions planned. I wrote a statement on my intake sheet to the effect that I will aim to be honest with the nurses and reach out for help. That's the point of my stay here.

Haha, I'll make a promise with you NOT to sleep in my car. There's jigsaws here so I might start one later if I can't sleep.

Groan @Former-Member re:nurse voice. Now you're starting on it. I have been told I have a stern voice when I need it. Right now it's a squeaky stern voice from my hospital adventure a few weeks ago. But yes, I have been known to lay it down hard for misbehaving patients. When you work rural/remote like I've done or emergency, you get have to be harsh sometimes because people are drunk, abusive, complaining unnecessarily, etc. I rarely swear at a patient, but I have said on occasion shut the fk up- or you'll bleed to death if you don't stop your hollering!

If you gangster sisters need distraction anytime, I've got many, many stories to tell you.

😘Goodnight lil Sis 💛 💜 💙 💚 ❤️

@Sans911 are you okay?

@MDT apart from my increasing SI, increasing anxiety and fked up life, yes, bloody marvellous mate!

This is my anxiety talking tonight, otherwise I'm usually much less talkative of late. I'm back at the mh respite centre tonight, so I'm just anxious about being around people I don't know.

@Former-Member I haven't resolved the issue of uploading pics on my computer yet, so if you can find something that would be great. I like to think of myself as a suicide sister, but I don't think a picture of these babes is appropriate even for these forums. If you don't know what they are, google them. Cool chickies, very cool. Kind of a mix between mean girl, tattoos and hot babe! 😂 @MDT will probably be googling that right now 😂

Sorry to hear this @Sans911
I guess you are in good hands being there. I hope you get the treatment you need soon. Please be safe.