I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

thats what i do too @Faith-and-Hope

yeah im currently looking at pics, debating whether to draw them or give painting another go

I don't know if I avoid people @Former-Member but I certainly keep to myself most of the time and like it this way

In the information sent to me but the Federal Aged Care Package Department I was described as "socially isolated" which really freaked me out because I like my lifestyle and yes - it all does have a lot to do what's happening in our heads but to keep life on a evil keel I can return to certain spiritual literature and know that it is best to keep ourselves from vexations spirits

And sometimes this can be our families - my mother certainly was a vexatious spirit and at times from my earliest years wonder if she had a list of catty comments - no - better still A catalogue of Catty Comments - already made up to suit the other side of my comment - I was rarely right and she was always right and I gave up and took my adult-self away to live my life only to find after Dad died my sister started her Constitution of Contradictory Comebacks which cause me to gather my adult-self and keep away - but alas - we have a lot of elderly relatives and as they drop off the tree I find we have to see each other at family funerals and I keep myself to myself and say nothing to her (sister) and this is not right either - so - yes - I do get it @Former-Member

I know why I stopped going to church and why I stopped social gatherings with people I don't know - who I would know if I brave the strange situations I have found myself in when lonely and/or bossy people gather

So my point - I would rather be "socially isolated" than to expose myself to vexatious spirits

And I know we are all different and what suits me may be quite different to what suits you but we are both into avoiding situations that are likely to cause stress - but of course - we never can totally avoid stress

All the best Li1

Dec

morning sis @Sans911 yeah a rough night. i honestly want to just up all my doses of everything and go to bed. i hate being responsible all the time.

yeah temp still goes up, not as high as what it was though its only hihg 37s not 38.5s so that a start but the pain isnt any better yet.

my sisters not drawing shes amused watching a movie and playing her tablet for the moment. shes leaving me alone for abit as she was becoming quite overwhelming well just being a kid so not her fault.

in the middle of drawing poppies atm just about the colour them.

how are you this morning?

I assumed they had pets sampling the food @Phoenix_Rising,thnx for the explanation and your experience.😺