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I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

I dont know how much longer i can keep going on like this anymore. I feel completely defeated right about now

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Thank you @Former-Member ❤
I dont have much other choice but to sit and wait. I see my gp on tuesday for the results of the three tests i had done.

They done one test for pcos earlier this yr but it was only an ultrasound but it didnt come up clear so they left it. But this time theyve done all three tests and hopefully it does show something.

I dont like relying on others to hold me up but i can hardly stand on my own 2 feet today and i question if only the 2 days were enough. But im out now and will learn to adjust back again

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@outlander

after care from even an overnight stay in hospital is vital for recovery..

everyone feels fatigue...

..for your own experience...much energy would have been drained from your system..

it is so hard to learn self-care...I know only too well...you are only 21...

having as much compassion and understanding at such a young age is a gift...the hardest part of that though is learning that we dont always have to be there for everyone all of the time....absolutely impossible....

we have to learn also that we must be there for ourselves...this is not a selfish act...this is a kind act..

trust me I can tell you that it is extremely difficult to master...

so please start practising now for all of us on here to whom you mean so much...

behave outlander....bless you

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@Former-Member you even got a smile today. I had to at 'behave outlander'

Yes feeling very drained today. I have been for th3 past few months really but was semi functioning then not really functioning to much today but i have manged some drawing. I thought id sleep but i havent so decided to try and draw today. Ive put it on the art thread. .

Yeah i want to help everyone or at least some but im hardly helping myself right now. I guess i cant really help anyone else until i can look after myself first.

Its hard, the self care, i always feel selfish and when i do put myself first im made to feel guilty over it so it feels almost impossible to do.

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Im starting to feel really panicy and i dont know why. Why cant i just settle for 5 minutes

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@outlander- you can do this lil Sis. Go splash your face with cold water and if you have some ice cubes go and put one in each hand and hold tight.

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I dont get why im so anxious. I will be sittng here one minute and having a panic attack the next. Ive been like it all bloody day and last night. @Sans911

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That's anxiety @outlander,as I have said when I've walked over the years,can be alright,then it's like someone s***** me in the back of the head.

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Ive taken the meds im allowed to have. They wont give me prns either @Former-Member i dont blame them not after this i doubt they will again

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You think it's because you stopped a medication quick @outlander?

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I dont think so @Former-Member ive gone off the mood stabilsers and they were also a prn so they wont give them to me as a prn either. They dont want me to tey to OD as i had numerous plans in my head and they want to monitor becausr of the way i cane in. I mustve meantioned suicide or something then. I dont remember that part but mustve said something otherwise tney wouldnt be so restrictive now

Ive got to increasr my ads on tuesday could end up on another medication the way my anxiety is and the way my mood has been.
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