outlanderSenior Contributor
I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
I dont know how much longer i can keep going on like this anymore. I feel completely defeated right about now
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I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Thanks granny @Owlunar its annoying and embarrassing but ill live. Ive put on a movie and might try some drawing. I havent drawn for ages and im in the middle of drawing @Former-Member world.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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@Owlunar yes a bad night. I always have trouble the first few days/nights. I havent made an attempt since the start of the yr. I wish it had of been longer than that but guess not.
But i was in good company with @Sans911 poor sans and my whinging.
When I say the help im not refferring to here. I couldnt ask for anything better. Im talking in the real world. I still dont know if i want to keep it up. I dont know if its worth it.
Id rather be living not dwelling on my past.
But i was in good company with @Sans911 poor sans and my whinging.
When I say the help im not refferring to here. I couldnt ask for anything better. Im talking in the real world. I still dont know if i want to keep it up. I dont know if its worth it.
Id rather be living not dwelling on my past.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Its afternoon here now Niqua but g/morning-arvo
@Former-Member
I dofeel bad with that ive done. I feel like ive let everyone down esp here.
I honestly don't know what to say Niqua. It all makes sense i just dont know how to respond.
Will a thank you and your planet be enough for now?
@Former-Member
I dofeel bad with that ive done. I feel like ive let everyone down esp here.
I honestly don't know what to say Niqua. It all makes sense i just dont know how to respond.
Will a thank you and your planet be enough for now?
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Unknown userMember
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hello @outlander
excuse me jumping in without invitation...
I saw on another thread that you had been hospitalised and was concerned...
if you have had delayed periods then sudden onset...your hormones will be all over the place...
hormones often bring hot flushes and agitation with them...
not diminishing your own anxiety or issues....
I thought you might feel a little safer and feel reassured that you are not doing anything wrong or failing..
you are so very good at communicating....this is your lifeline...your communication...you tell a story ...others are able to respond..
stay safe and feel loved amongst all of your friends here....
I will leave you in all of their capable..loving care
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member you dont need an invitation. Your welcome here anytime you like.
Yeah i ddnt want to go to hospital but even in whatever the heck state i was in i still went to hospital.
They think i have pcos @Former-Member as this is the seconr time this yr and i have a few other symptoms but it could just be stress as well.
But thank you. Im sure my hormones are all screwed up they dont even know which is what and what their job is.
Yeah i ddnt want to go to hospital but even in whatever the heck state i was in i still went to hospital.
They think i have pcos @Former-Member as this is the seconr time this yr and i have a few other symptoms but it could just be stress as well.
But thank you. Im sure my hormones are all screwed up they dont even know which is what and what their job is.
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Unknown userMember
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Not ignoring you @outlander,had to charge my tablet.
From studying psychology sounds like you suffered a bit of dissociation when you went to hospital.Thats what I worry will happen to me because of my mental state.
PCOS would explain the weight gain,and the periods are affected if gain or lose weight.A doctor told me the hormones are absorbed by excess fat,which was why I was irregular apparently.As I stated @outlander,the impact of stress and the cortisol ,has been a big impact for me.
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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@mohill you dont need an invitation. Your welcome here anytime you like. and anywhere in the forum my friend xx
Yes @outlander , hormones are a funny thing alright 
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member earlier this yr i was told that theres a chance that ill do something and i wont even know it and it happened. I really dont have much memory of it. I have the wounds and pain from it and remember bits and pieces but not the whole thing.
It would explain a few things @Former-Member however it would mean I couldnt have those 12 kids or any and if i do ill miscarry more often then not
It would explain a few things @Former-Member however it would mean I couldnt have those 12 kids or any and if i do ill miscarry more often then not
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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They sure are @Shaz51 us women get all the good stuff
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Unknown userMember
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thank you @outlander I said that out of respect because when the situation is so sensitive....a strong support line is evident..
.it is sometimes better to sit back and wait...
I know that I am such a sensitive creature ..
so whilst you have a possible diagnosis ...it is not yet confirmed...I am assuming it is also a process of elimination and waiting...as with most health issues...build up your mindset whilst on this journey..
well done for getting into the hospital...that took incredible strength....the fact you dont remember a thing...disassociation...shock...body shuts down mind...flight/fight stuff happening...with all of this going on.... you outlander.... got yourself there...
now time for outlander ....no rushing to rescue others...rescue outlander time...you have some wonderful support on here...some courageous people who can extend a hand..acting out of compassion.. when someone is in dire need...
stay safe
