Night Shift

Me too @plasmo. I haven't been sleeping well. Did you catch up with a friend this weekend?

@Former-Member My mouth is going in a wordless clench and I am tearing up. I know that it is logical that she shouldnt do that. Thank you so much for your support.

Hi @plasmo I am tired tho ... and will sign out.

It makes a lot of difference for me to be able to share ... even when I was in the orphanages ... there were always people about, but no-one for me to talk about my problems ... I was a pair of ears for other people.

You have given me something I needed. Good night

Hi again, still awake.

Hoot, @plasmo. How are things with you. I won't be here for long but good to see you. 🙂

@Former-Member, I mainly came back online to say I don't think I worded that last post to you very well. What I was trying to say is that you seem to me to be achieving more than you seem to think yourself. I do understand how you feel like it's never enough. I get those feelings too. Not just at the moment because I'm in a fairly good mood place, even if I am sleeping huge amounts. But when I do get those feelings of 'never enough', they really do defeat me. I was trying to suggest easing up on yourself if there is any way you can feel that at present. And to take heart from the good things that are starting to happen. I find that focussing on the positives helps more positives to happen. But I also understand how these feelings can be really hard to connect with at times. Hopefully this is not another 'too full on' post like the last one. Just trying to be encouraging. But I've been away from the forum for a few days, so my posts might be a bit 'rusty'.

I was blindsided @Mazarita because I wasn't expecting positives and because you posted to me what I suppose I would have posted to someone else but I struggle with accepting that stuff and then I go to never enough so it is my issue not your words. I knew you were encouraging me but couldn't let that be enough either. In all honesty I haven't been enough not even for one day in years, I seriously have some work to do. I hope you sleep well and thanks for responding again. Catch ya later💜😊😴

That's great @plasmo. Must have been the day for it. I went out too. I'm really tired now. I've been on here for about 4 hours 😳 I hope you sleep well, I'm going to sleep now💜😊😴

Hi @Mazarita

Ro ot canal work is the pits - I know it works well and can save a tooth for a long time -

I am glad you like your dentist - I like mine too - I was his first patient - wow - he has got older in over 30 years - give or take - I guess we all do

I hope this all settles quickly - I know it hurts like hell having it done - and maybe other parts of you get stressed from all the heavy work

It's time to take it easy

Decadian