Night Shift

Sending you strength, courage and wisdom @Kurra

Hi @BlueBay

Glad you liked it 😊

Thanks for asking how I am.

Today was another really difficult day of juggling, but I can see the light at the end of this particular tunnel, which is encouraging. We are nearly through a pinch-point that has lasted a couple of weeks, and we are actually getting there, step by step. Yay !

It has taken setting a lot of mini-goals, and "postponing the worry" - thanks @Mazarita❣- to get through.

Thinking of everyone who has been posting tonight.

There are worries and concerns, and low energy for some, but there's also heaps of ❤️❤️❤️ being passed around too.

Hugs for all who need it, and thanks for the ones sent out to me today.

Sleep well 💤

Hi @plasmo

I'm staying up, keeping my daughter company as she works to complete a portfolio due in tomorrow.

She was sick all day today, which really sucked, because there's no extension available. It was stay up and complete it, or don't pass the TAFE certificate.

Good news is, she's doing it ✅

Hi @Faith-and-Hope, @plasmo, @eth (if you are all still awake), anyone else up at this hour,

Just woke up to a repeated clanging noise but only really heard it in my dream. Think it was the front security door of the outside stairwell being banged repeatedly and waking me up but no sound when I was conscious. People moving in or out upstairs yesterday and I think they're probably still at it. Weird experience waking to a sound in a dream and being unsure if it's real or not. My first thought was that it was someone breaking in or some kind of apocalyptic alarm. Shows you how my mind runs sometimes, doh.

Thinking of @Kurra's day today, sending more strength and kind wishes.

I'm awake. I'm really struggling today...

Hi @Snuchu, what's happening? Sorry you are struggling. Hugs across the seas to you!

@Mazarita, I'm struggling with voices and them starting to push me. I'm also struggling with self harm ideations... Everything is attacking me right now.

I don't want to go to the hospital.

That is hard going, @Snuchu. Is there an anonymous crisis line you can ring that won't be able to call 911 on you? Maybe you might like to talk more about why you don't want to go to hospital. I understand because I've avoided that kind of thing when I've been in crisis myself. But sometimes it might help. Not sure how to advise you because you sound like you are in crisis and we have no training as community guides, just our own experience to guide us. So sorry if I'm not saying the right things. Sending gentle vibes.