Night Shift

Look at her @Appleblossom and feel compassionte when saying it ' you are axious. There is no need to be. '

Hi @Appleblossom

Re; your sons' girlfriend........Personally, I dont know if I'de say....." there is no need to be. ' but Im a bitter middle aged lady who has a clean home thanks to Silver chain coming in a couple of days ago.

If you were Tony Abbott, you would probably have to say..."Ther is no need to be," because he couldnt take any rejection but it's up to you in how much she can cope with.

Hi Apple,

It's been very difficult for me to write in the past week. It feels like my emotions are and have been too Hard.

Even now, I watch you know who roll a cigarette and I feel terrible, his breathing is awful and he can't breathe well once he finishes. And I feel, shivers, and I'm sad.........I have ni right to not cope. so Yesterday, I ordered some second hand books from Booko on making dolls for dollhouses. I WILL do this. I WILL order a tapestry from the site that @Jacques suggested to me, Ive seen the one I love the most.

I like my new PSychiatrist. My husband goes in to the room and like, they are old client/ PSychiatrist...typical.

Arlo is gorgeous and is barking at the cars (naughty) and everything.........but he is just GORGEOUS and we love him. YEsterday I went to Target and laybyed some gorgeous clothes. Yah. 189 dollars and if I pay 20 per fortnight i will have them soon yay! I always think that talking money is crass too.......

You write about moving Apple, dont do it babe. You have been through too much without having to cope with a huge change. And you have becaome friends with someone who lives near you...maybe friends. I dearly want to copy and play the music you show.

Alo the paragraph where you wrote about your potplants, several years ago me and my then boyfriend now husband, went into a grog shop and I saw the manager and checkout chick laugh at him. The next day, I was kind and everything and addressed it with them and now........I realise it was the wrong way, I shoud have been more........definate on my actions. Please think carefully on going to see their parents. Im so over teenagers destroying things...............

Thanks for reading............

I need to write my emotions so will today. I will do it.

Hi again everyone.

@Appleblossom, thanks for your words. Great that you're off the instant coffee. About the pace of your recovery, I think it's highly personal and, when there are mental health issues at play also, likely to be more difficult. I also agree with what @Jacques has said about not needing to always be active in our creative spaces.

I've been on the downward slide for about a month now, the physical fall happened part way through that. A series of little events like that have accumulated and all the wheels have fallen off my efforts at outside activity and daily routine. But I'm travelling south next week so everything will change as I click in to my independent travelling self. I'll be away from home (and not much on the forum) for three weeks. Also, I go completely abstinent on the green from next Wednesday. That will help too. Still smoking tobacco but only halves at a time so that keeps the smoking much less than it was (in my mind I often thank @eth for that idea).

@PeppiPatty, glad you are enjoying Arlo and shopping while other things are going on around you. Good to see you.

Hi @Former-Member, @Shaz51, @Former-Member and everyone. Hope today treats you all well.

DEarest @Mazarita

It's great that your taking time out like me. But I cant talk about it and I'lle get there today.

@Jacques is clever is'nt he but @Jacques we love his messages! Is @eth around? Hi @eth

nothing Bad has happened to my youngest son.

It's me.

Hello @Mazarita, how are you today ??

This week has been a longggg week , but getting there , sometimes i don`t know how to help

Hi @Appleblossom, thank you for thinking about me

How are you ??

Thank you @Jacques for thinking about me

we are looking after our neighbours cat and dog while they are away

how are you today ,

I am ok, i am really nervious about my aunt comming back, but i am managing, had to fix my lawn mower today, the self propeller jammed, mowing tomorrow, so i will be happy doing something.

I do hope they find something with your husband, it may be depression too, i sleep so much because iof deep depression.