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Scared depressed

Scared depressed

After another dissociation episode last week at my new psychologists office which ended up me going to hospital and staying a few days I just feel sooo depressed and scared. I really really want to end my life and tonight my care worker is coming to see me at home. I really want to be honest with her and show her my plan but I'm scared of what she will do or say. Im tired of this mess I'm sick of feeling this way 😭

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Re: Scared depressed

Once I had a really good GP who worked sensitively with white coat fear, and all sorts of things.

DO you know this doctor well?

This year I was expressing myself a lot more strongly than I ever had in the doctor's room, but if you hold to your deep core values and use notes to your self or to them ...

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Re: Scared depressed

Hi @Queenie and everyone
Well I have been in hospital for a week and a day so far and for the next few weeks as my dr decided today we will go ahead with the ECT. Feeling anxious but relieved that I have been able to communicate and they are listening.

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Re: Scared depressed

I hope everything goes well for @STORMGRL101 and that ECT proves an effective treatment for you. I can imagine the relief you are feeling about being able to communicate and be listened to.

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