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Trouble !

Trouble !

I'm in big do do and thinking stupid exit plans. No worries. These are thoughts only. I'm not planning any action on these thoughts. I'm terrified that I'm going to end up homeless again. Any support would be very welcime @Faith-and-Hope @Teej @Appleblossom @Shaz51 @Mazarita @Former-Member @Former-Member and anyone else who cares about me.

I'm si afraid....... Luv n Hugzzz to all 💕

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@Teej are you okay ?

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I’m ok @Faith-and-Hope. Had a messy couple of days. Going home tomorrow morning, I’ve been here 5 nights which is the longest I’ve been here. I’ve struggled a bit to know what to post. I don’t know how you’ve got through your therapy sessions. Mine with kidult completely dismantled me. Was a complete wreck. I hope you are doing ok. I have another long hard week.
Sending hugs and warm wishes @Former-Member, @Appleblossom
@Kurra o Kurra. I hope you get through soon and have a smoother patch. I’m sorry you’ve had more time in hospital. 2017 is closing out quick. Here’s hoping 2018 is much kinder to you and everyone else.💜🤗💐😘

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Thanks for updating @Teej, and I am so sorry it’s been so hard ..... but hopeful it has been like a pulled tooth that will enable you to keep moving forward .....

You have said that you have another hard week coming up .... and I am presuming you are being supported through it, if not in hospital, then at least with ready access to other support.

I have had very little to do with S2’s counsellors, for which I am very grateful.at the moment .... and family therapy has stalled for now too ..... think that’s a combo of trips east, and S2 being asked to organise them ...... the planned inclusion of D3 is not going to be very palatable for him either, I suspect. Things in his arena appear somewhat settled, but the more of our kidults that appear in f.c. the more disrupted that arena will become, methinks ..... and methinks he knows that. Not only more disrupted, but far more difficult to control ..... and I don’t think wh is the only one trying to control outcomes here.

Of course I have wanted to expose our situation, which has appeared to some as me trying to control the outcomes. My perspective, of course, is that the exposure will do all the talking, and bring about its own outcomes, regardless of whatever else is said or done.

If I hadn’t come through so many years of hit-and-miss with that, and thinking I would be heard then finding a roadblock in place, I think I would be far more wrecked at the moment than I am. It’s given me something of a shield, not 100% effective, but a helluva lot better than nothing.

At the moment I am feeling supported in the cc arena, but if that doesn’t hold up for any reason ..... I just can’t think about it. Crossing bridges as I come to them as much as I can.

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@Former-Member @Teej @Kurra ..... ♥️

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Thank you @Faith-and-Hope
I hope so... for a few hours straight.
Sending hugs your way and peace in the worries...

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Good Morning my dears. I've just finished work but I've had a couple of sleeps during yesterday. I'm improving daily and can now walk without mobility aids although my sin levels remain intense.

I've got an injury review today as well as an ergonomic assessment. But first - sleep.

Good night my lovelies. 😴😗💖😗😴

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Hello @Kurra, @Former-Member, @Faith-and-Hope, @Teej, @Mazarita, @utopia @Sans911

sending you lots of hugs , How is everyone , I have missed you

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Hi @Shaz51 - how are you going?? missing you too! my world is helter skelter topsy turvy and confusing a bit. but it doesnt stop, just keeps going.

How did your injury review go @Kurra ?

Hope everyone is going ok

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Ohhh my friend forever @Former-Member, sitting with you and love to give you a big hug

we are here if you need to talk about it or i can sit with you xxxxx

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Hello @Shaz51. Always good to hear from you. II'm doing so so today. Have had a reduction in my anti anxiety med & I notice the change.
Little sleep last night. Far too hot.
We have big booming thunder at the moment - so it's cooled down to a more bareable temperature.
How has your day been?
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