Trouble !

you sleep well, our darling @Kurra ....

Hey @Faith-and-Hope, @Kurra, @Former-Member, @Shaz51, @Sans911 @Appleblossom

i hope you are all going ok.....although I just read how tired and over it @Former-Member is 😔. We are always here for you.

@Kurra How are you travelling? How are your injuries and back going....and work?

@Faith-and-Hope I read a glimpse of a few things of yours. One about S2 but didn't really know if you've written it anywhere.how are you?

@Sans911 I saw you are reconnecting with a counsellor. I'm hoping that helps. I reconnected with my old one last year and it helps when they know you so well and you can trust them. I hope things are a bit smoother for you.

@Shaz51 I've seen a bit about you doing it hard lately too not being well and mr Shaz not complying with medication again. I'm finally really compliant with mine and it's helped.

@Appleblossom how are you going? I haven't read how you are travelling in the last few days. You'll be surprised to know I'm still being egocentric again :face_with_rolling_eyes:😳. Hoping s and you are going ok.

Im really struggling to find how to be on the forum still. I've been trying to live more irl and am so tired lots. I find I want to respond if I read posts, and if I could speak responses I'd probably respond a lot more. I start to write and am so tired I give up.

my update. Parent doing really well now after a very rocky patch and is now home. Kids all going well although had a patch of gastro this week in my house with s4. Uni exams nearly over....yay. S2 finds out next week if he gets his PhD scholarship and approval. S1 waiting to find out about internship he went for next week on the same day so the waiting jitters are pretty big.

Me. I am still holding my own. Hardly any Si or thoughts of SH. I've found a new determination and trying to work through things. I've even just asked my brother to help me sort out my assets with my ex. He is going to help and support me. Even though he has always supported me it's the first time I've asked him for help. I'm sure the hrt is having a huge effect on my mood but I also attribute my latest improvement from finally having stable and predictable support who are all finally on the same page......even if they are on different lines 😜. Having people working with me as a person and not diagnosis is helping hugely. The psychiatrist has now said she disputes my diagnosis and thinks it's the same as what my therapist says. I am doing a group to get into volunteering and for the first time it's looking like it might actually happen. That support has helped heaps too. In today's session they were rocked by my raucous laugh that hasn't been heard from CMH before. I had to lower its volume 😂.

anyway because I've been absent on the forum I wanted you all to know I'm thinking of you.......and lots of others.......and will still be very sporadic on the forum while I try to work out this living in real life thing. I'm even only reading a few posts a day so my forum addiction is starting to be more under control. Now I'm just 'needing to find balance on the forum' 😘🤔😝😉

love and hugs to all 💜🤗💐

Doing cartwheels here @Teej ..... that is all sounding sooooo good ..... so progressive ...... thank you for the update.

I only mentioned the S2 thing as a snippet cos, while he hasn’t complained about me being on here .... wouldn’t complain .... the kids have been raised to be clam-like ..... so he probably doesn’t want to know. The same, I’m not asking any questions regarding any online or irl friendship or forum support they may or may not be investing in.

We might all end up on here at some stage .... lol ..... meets the Grizwolds huh ??

thank you for the update @Teej my friend

Hello @Kurra, @Teej, @Former-Member, @Faith-and-Hope, @Sans911

♥️ @Sans911 .....

Dear @Kurra Hope you are sleeping.

I am up late. Foolishly allowed myself to be scammed. Like taking a candy from a babe when I am in a compliant mood. So had to call bank etc.

@Former-MemberIts a long journey, feeling your tiredness and sense that you cannot share.

@Teej

Great to hear your dad is home, over the worst and your 2 sons are doing well. even though they are at the waiting time in student year.

Glad you are being treated as a person. YOU are definitely MORE than a label.

Sounds like a lot of progress in sorting practical stuff too.

Love to hear from you when you are able.

Hello @Kurra, @Teej, @lisajane, @Faith-and-Hope, @Sans911 , @Appleblossom

good afternoon my awesome friends , been thinking of you all today