I feel...

Nah, not at all @Catcakes. I know you were appreciative. You hit like after all. 🙂

**throws glitter at @Catcakes**

I generally have cycles @outlander, @Kurra. I am probably overdue for a big blip (who knows?). I did manage to sleep for about 3hrs this afternoon after my shopping extravaganza. I'm still buzzing though. I see my psychiatrist next week so he'll probably read me like a book. I did stop mood stabilisers with his knowledge about 4 months ago, as they were putting far too much weight on me. I do feel calmer today than yesterday, but at the same time, I feel more irritable. Usually, irritability in me comes before a depression. I've cut back on the Coke Zero to 2 cans a day instead of 3 and only have them during the day, not at night.

My Mrs thinks it's kind of amusing seeing me less inhibited than usual. She thinks I am definitely headed for mania due to the lack of sleep overall. I've been itching to do things like go to the beach at 3am and stuff. She thinks I'm mad.

It's okay @Catcakes. I was tossing glitter about because I was covered in glitter from wrapping presents and decorating the house. Nothing bad, just throwing a bit of cheer around.

@Queeniehas anyone asked about your ghost yet?

keep taking care of yourself Q, so you dont hit that low point or go as far down.

Not a soul @outlander.

It seems I truly am one (a ghost).

not to me @Queenie never ever