RE: Darkness surrounds me

@BunniekinsI do it the same way you do it. You have your own MI yet you still have to look after your son who has his own issues. You need to give yourself some credit too greenpea. We do it b/c we love our children and often put them first before our needs. I am sure there are lots of people on here that do that.

Thanks greenpea but I think there are alot of lovely people on here you included. I am hoping these meds work. The side effects have calmed down so that is one good thing.

@Former-Member@Sans911@outlander@Shaz51@Faith-and-Hope Yes we have a great forum here. Full of wonderful people. It has a nice and gentle feel to it which is really soothing when you have Bipolar and schizoaffective disorder I can tell you that....

I better get my son off to bed ... good night everyone and take care xx

@Bunniekinsgoodnight hun, thanks for the talk, take care.

@Faith-and-Hopehow has your day been? Did you fit a massage in?

Hi @Bunniekins @Former-Member ....

I didn’t end up going for a massage @Former-Member. There was a bushfire in the hills that cloaked the city in black smoke, so I didn’t want to go outside in it ..... and even now it’s 30deg at 5:30pm ..... so I had an afternoon sleep instead.

The aircon was off in the room I was in, and mr.f&h turned it on for me ..... he is being attentive in small ways that he just hasn’t been since he fell ill .... not sure whether he is just shocked that I have pulled away, or whether (maybe with that shock) insight is beginning to emerge .....

Still don’t want to put too much weight on it.

I am thinking of going for a walk in another hour or so. I will see how I feel by then.

Goodnight @Bunniekins .... 💕

@Faith-and-Hopewell since you were up so early this morning, an afternoon nap sounds well needed. Still so hot there.

That was nice of him, whatever his intention was.

Hopefully the smoke has cleared for your walk and you can see that beautiful sunset you have over there.

Hi @Sans911 how are you going?

Good night @Bunniekins

Yes @Former-Member, it was nice of him, whatever the catalyst.

Will stick my head out the front door shortly and see whether there is still smoke in the air. Still 30deg ....

@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Shaz51@Sans911@outlander Morning all wishing you a day full of kindness. Lots of love gp xx