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RE: Darkness surrounds me
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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I honestly wish i could sleep forever or until a new life has been made @Former-Member im tired but it goes deeper. Even with rest im still tired.
The physical side to my work is causing more havoc too. I just need to get through the next 2 weeks then itll start to die down again and possibly be able to sneak a day off without my boss knowing ie do paddock checks but skip a feed.i know that sounds bad but they honestly dont need much feed as they are so fat.
Yes todays pain caused most of those meltdowns as it gets ao bad alot of the time the scripts either dont help or it takes justa tiny bit off. Pain is exhausting on its own and im getting sick if the tour faking or too young convos.
I hope your able to work again one day too. I havent ridden in almost 2 yrs now because of the injuries ive acquired being busy or not having the will to do so. I kbow u get it with the passion stuff. I know @Sans911 does too. It is just hard.
The physical side to my work is causing more havoc too. I just need to get through the next 2 weeks then itll start to die down again and possibly be able to sneak a day off without my boss knowing ie do paddock checks but skip a feed.i know that sounds bad but they honestly dont need much feed as they are so fat.
Yes todays pain caused most of those meltdowns as it gets ao bad alot of the time the scripts either dont help or it takes justa tiny bit off. Pain is exhausting on its own and im getting sick if the tour faking or too young convos.
I hope your able to work again one day too. I havent ridden in almost 2 yrs now because of the injuries ive acquired being busy or not having the will to do so. I kbow u get it with the passion stuff. I know @Sans911 does too. It is just hard.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Sorry i really shouldn't be putting this on you
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Maybe i should just sit with you abit
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@outlander - talk away hun. You're not putting anything on us. I'm totally ok with listening to you
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Unknown userMember
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@outlanderI do not have chronic pain but my father did. I know what he went through so can understand to an extent what you are going through. He gave up work at 40 b/c of chronic pain.
It is so hard hun and so unfair.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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I think ive said it all or at least what i can for now @Sans911 thanks ❤
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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How awful for him @Former-Member that could be me in a few yrs. I hope not though
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Unknown userMember
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@outlanderthat won't be you hun, He had a number of operations on his spine that didn't go as planned. BUT that was a long time ago now. Medicine has come a long way since then.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Cant stop degeneration unfortunately @Former-Member but yes medicine has improved so i hope not.
I think for now ill just sit with you and @Sans911 💜
I think for now ill just sit with you and @Sans911 💜
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Unknown userMember
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That sounds good @outlander. You me and @Sans911 can go to the happy place 
