RE: Darkness surrounds me

good idea @Bunniekins

She wants to see us before she gets worse so I have to take my mum into the hospital in the next few days. It's like my dad happening all over again

aww you poor thing @Former-Member i guess shes aware that its going to get worse and doesnt want you to see her like that. maybe take some of her favourite flowers when your able to go. itll be hard- so damn hard. its never easy seeing someone like that. ever. close or not. we will be here for you

I don't think I can handle this on top of everything else.

@Former-Memberremember your goals you and Sans were tlaking about last night- keep ahold of those. connect to sane even via email after hrs and get support that way as well. adn we are here, your hubby can support you too

http://www.cancer.org.au/

this has some resources that might help too

@outlanderIt's too late for one of them, I have already broken it. I react so badly these days to everything.

then work on GN1 @Former-Member that is all you can do. keep yourself as safe as possible and get through tonight. it hits hard on alot of people let alone those with mh. i wish they would hurry up and find cures already.

I'm sorry @outlander you don't need to hear this, I know your night is not great.

GN1 is all I can do

@Former-Memberthen GN1 it is and ill help you the best i can. dont worry about my night. nothing will change that and your not making anything worse

so whats going to help you get through tonight?