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RE: Darkness surrounds me
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Sure did @Sans911 ❤
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Thanks @Sans911 just read through it then. Sounds nice and peaceful 
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Unknown userMember
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Jeolous in regard to your outing @Sans911
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Former-Member - why are you jealous? You came with us all! I so enjoyed walking with all of you.
@Former-Member all ok with your appt?
@Former-Member all ok with your appt?
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@Sans911NO it was hard, Really hard. Psych is having a few weeks off which scares me. He is the only one I am truely honest with. If he is not there, then there is no one. I told him that.
Spent the whole time going over safety for the next few weeks.
And everything takes sooooo long. Pdoc and psych are yet to have a proper conversation about me. Pdoc rings psych, his not avaliable, psych rings pdoc, his not avaliable. They keep missing each other and meanwhile I am just stuck in the fkn middle with my SH and SI getting more and more out of control. It is SO HARD. Psych still wants an inpatient stay but still waiting around for him to talk to pdoc about it all.
I told psych all I am concentrating on is getting to xmas day for the kids and then after that anything could happen and I just dont care. It is just SO HARD.
Sorry, rant over.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Former-Member - I'm sorry that your session today was hard. And this is such a difficult time of the year for anyone with MI, whether you have a family, married or single, supports around or not.
I'm not sure if I mentioned ATAPS to you. You need a referral I think from your GP or pysch. Even if you can contact him in the next few days, I would strongly advise you to. They're a bit like SCBS, but they can make arrangements to call you & check on you. And you can call them multiple times. I think you can have up to 3months.
And you can rant anytime @Former-Member. I hear your frustrations.
I'm not sure if I mentioned ATAPS to you. You need a referral I think from your GP or pysch. Even if you can contact him in the next few days, I would strongly advise you to. They're a bit like SCBS, but they can make arrangements to call you & check on you. And you can call them multiple times. I think you can have up to 3months.
And you can rant anytime @Former-Member. I hear your frustrations.
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@Sans911I am not eligibile for ATAPS, the GP has checked already. The psych is going to ring my local mental health team and make sure they are contacting me again. I did tell the psych that I am too stubborn and when everything goes haywire, I wouldn't contact anyone, I would just go. I told him my plans
Just TOO HARD
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Former-Member - that's such a shame as they are good. I think you need more support. I'm sorry things are just so very difficult. I don't have anything to say.
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Unknown userMember
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@Sans911I don't expect you to say anything hun, it is what it is. You just being here listening helps, no words needed. Just takes time to get that support around you. Just a waiting game.
Ranting does help sometimes! I am normally like this after a psych app. They help but are difficult at the time.
How was you walk? It sounded lovely this morning. What have you been up to today?
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@outlanderI "see" you!! How are you going today hun?
