RE: Darkness surrounds me

@outlanderthank you

@Sans911you make me teary with what you have written but in a good way. It is such a fine line between wanting to be here and giving into the pain. Sometimes it is just too oerwhelming.

Now I just have to live yet again with the guilt of almost putting my family through undescribable pain.

that is currently where im sitting on the line @Former-Member

its not great and i often wonder the same thing.

how much more can we endure, but you are worth it Nell. you belong here and on this earth.

Thanks @outlander, just remember you belong and matter too

Hey @Bunniekins you still here, I've got something for you

o0o0o0o0o0o ... a pressie! I'm still here 😛

@Former-Member I'm just listening to some music 😛

ok, following on from your video the other day, here is another funny one!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qqa-cT2VtV4

Hahahaha! I think my favourite was the disabled parking!! Priceless thanks NellBell!!!

@Bunniekinshaha that gave me a giggle

@outlanderwatch the above video, might give you a giggle too.

@BunniekinsI have had music on too instead of the tv!

@Former-Member

Grooving away to https://www.google.com.au/search?q=funky+shit+the+prodigy&rlz=1C1CHBF_en-GBAU734AU734&oq=funky+shit+the+prodigy&aqs=chrome..69i57.6718j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8