RE: Darkness surrounds me

Thanks everyone 💜(I’m not going to tag anyone cause I’ll forget someone)

I always thought if we keep trying we will get ‘there’ but all I see now is darkness. I’ve done and tried everything they all said but it’s made no difference, in fact I’ve just gotten worse. The meds are not working at all. What is the point in trying anymore when there is no light left. I don’t like the person I have become but do not know how to fix it anymore. I just want to give up 😔

In the middle of the tunnel we can’t see any light @Former-Member .... not where we have come from, nor where we are trying to get to ..... it’s this time between that is a walk of faith.

Have you asked your counsellors for details about what the “norms”are for your type of injury ? There are many other people with this sort of trauma that has emerged later as “forgotten” memories - not to make light of that in any way at all and certainly not to indicate that you are just another one .....

It is because your therapists see reason to continue with this struggle ..... and to see reason to continue with this struggle, they anticipate recovery ...... to anticipate recovery means that there are reasons to anticipate it .... others have gone before you .... others are coming after you ..... there is a passage happening here ......

You can’t see faith or hope, but they can for you.

Ask the questions that you need answers for ...... “Why am I going through this ? What is it you see happening for me ? What sort of time-frame is involved ? How can you encourage me to keep going ?”

♥️

thanks @CheerBear @outlander

@Faith-and-Hopehuddling sounds good tonight

@outlanderthanks for sitting with me today. How are you going?

still sitting with you @Former-Member

had a rough day with ex-friends that havent spoken about today that happened before the ambulance incident. not too sure i want to talk about it though. better to keep it shoved down.

how are you holding up?

@outlanderunderstand sis, sometimes it is hard to talk about things.

I am ok, I ended up having a nap this afternoon but it just brought on another nightmare, so thats pretty much why the rant before. I think it is safer to stay on here at the moment so my mind doesn't wander to what I really want to do.

Did you do any more furniture shopping/hunting today?