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RE: Darkness surrounds me
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member sitting with you sis. I relaise it mightve gotten too much for you so will happily sit here in the quiet with you ❤❤
Im pretty worried about @Sans911 i can imagine you are too
Im pretty worried about @Sans911 i can imagine you are too
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@outlanderyea gotten very hard. Would log off but being on here at the moment is keeping me semi safe from some of my thoughts. There is just too much going on in my brain atm. I just need to escape but don't know how.
Yes I am extremely worried about Sans just like you are 
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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I thought it mightve been sis ❤ if you want to chat then i am happy to listen ok @Former-Member
The only thing i know is shes safe. Shes in hospital and she is safe there. But i know how ahe would be feeling and wish I was there with her showing her the support she needs a deserves
The only thing i know is shes safe. Shes in hospital and she is safe there. But i know how ahe would be feeling and wish I was there with her showing her the support she needs a deserves
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MDTSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member please take of yourself ! you are a much valued member of these forums.
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I don't know what to do anymore. I am so struggling to get through each day and just keep getting told to give it time. The psych has to talk to the pdoc and then decide what to do and in the meantime I am just meant to wait. I dont think they realise how waiting is making things so much worse. These news meds are starting to give me side effects too so don't know what that means either.
Tbh, I really don't want to do this anymore. I would rather just give up now. What's the point when you are not living, just existing.
@outlander
Sorry I know its deep stuff, you don't have to reply, just getting my thoughts out
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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Hearing you @Former-Member - been in that same place for months now so I have no advice at all - but letting you know I get it - I sooooo get it
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Let them out @Former-Member ❤
It is very frustrating constantly being told just give it time or these things take time to work. But what we need is something to just actually fking work for once without having to wait wait wait.
Mh is one of the biggest things yet no one has any answers. I dont get it tbh.
People need to live not survive and its a shite way to be. Im not sure what to say that will help you but i am sitting and hearing you. You do matter though Nell. You matter to so many here on the forums, your hubby and your gorgeous kids and izzy too. Please dont give up. Rest and float awhile and ill make aure your floaties have air in them 💙💜💜
It is very frustrating constantly being told just give it time or these things take time to work. But what we need is something to just actually fking work for once without having to wait wait wait.
Mh is one of the biggest things yet no one has any answers. I dont get it tbh.
People need to live not survive and its a shite way to be. Im not sure what to say that will help you but i am sitting and hearing you. You do matter though Nell. You matter to so many here on the forums, your hubby and your gorgeous kids and izzy too. Please dont give up. Rest and float awhile and ill make aure your floaties have air in them 💙💜💜
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Unknown userMember
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Thanks @MDT
Thanks @Zoe7 I know you get it
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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Here - sitting in the background @Former-Member - but available if you need Hon - just ask
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@outlandermy last two flashbacks have been hell and I don't know what to make of them and the worst thing is how I was triggered with one of them.
They are so vivid and I just can't shake them. I've tried so much and everytime I close my eyes they are there. I tried to write them down but just couldn't. And then I just go back to my normal ways of trying to deal with them.
