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RE: Darkness surrounds me
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@Sans911 hubby isnt home stayed there but better this way. Will ring blue knot when i can speak
Can you please just sit with me @Sans911 you too @Bunniekins @outlander. No words are needed just sit please
Can you please just sit with me @Sans911 you too @Bunniekins @outlander. No words are needed just sit please
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Former-Member absolutely sweetheart. I have nothing to do or go to until much later. I'm happy to sit with you. The weather here is atrocious. Really rainy & windy. I forgot to close the lounge windows last night so sofa covers are wet. I just had to remove them and hang them up to dry.
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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Hugs @Former-Member ...... 💜💐💕
About to go into an appointment @Ant7. I'm doing okay. Will catch y'all a bit later ....
About to go into an appointment @Ant7. I'm doing okay. Will catch y'all a bit later ....
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Of course @Former-Member ❤❤
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Ant7Senior Contributor
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@Former-Member sorry just read back. ❤️ Thinking of you and I am here for you
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member NellBell I might flit around the forums whilst keeping an eye on how you are doing ... I promise I will never be away for long xx
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Still here @Former-Member ❤❤
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member I have to go for a little while to the psychiatrist ... I will look in on your later tonight, if not sooner. Take care, you did well today, you got yourself out of horrible situation so well done xx
Thinking of you.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Former-Member I'm still around hun. I hope you're sleeping or at least resting. 💛💜💝💖💗💙💚❤️
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@Sans911@Bunniekins@outlander@Ant7@Faith-and-Hopeand anyone else who commented. I am not going to look back at them, its too painful
Thanks for your support
I feel ok at the moment but I think it is the meds I took. I just didn't expect today to turn out like this. To say it was a shock is an understatement.
I just lost it and am so angry and upset with myself. I should have stood my ground and shown him that he didn't have any power over me anymore, instead I just ran. I am so annoyed at myself because the funeral service is a blur now. I don't think I listened to a word that was said.
I feel lost, powerless and worthless right now. I cannot get out of bed and am just utterly spent. I think it's set me back a long way. I've been trying to go through my safety plan, not very successful but I'm still here so I guess I was successful in a way.
Hubby is still out and I organised the kids to go to a friends house for a play afterschool. I don't want them to see me like this.
