Someone help me

Well said @Sans911
We are still here for you
Maybe check your emails and work it out with the mods. They just want to check in and make sure your ok @Bubbles3 ❤❤

@Bubbles3,
We all are here to help and we all care for you.
Your body is the Temple of God and when I was suicidal, my University friend told me it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem and that helped snap me out of it. Now I declare my body is the Temple of God.
Love you dearly sweet bubbles. You are a beautiful cherished friend to have here. I get lonely too, no family for me. But I made some cherished christian friends at Church.
It can be hard to make friends out there, but keep trying and you will succeed. And you always have Jesus, so you don't feel lonely ever my friend
God bless youxx

Hi @Bubbles3. Lots of people do care. I know it can feel really lonely when you reach out and it seems as if there's no-one there. They're here though. They might not be in a postion to reply straight away, but they do care.

I'm around while my kids are sleeping/resting if you'd like some company for a while.

We do care bubbles
Sometimes we have other offline commitments though so cant always jump online

Thats ok little things can set us bpd people off
@Bubbles3

thanks @CheerBear.i know. its just so hard. everything so so hard. i dont know what to do. i feel so lost.

i know everyone cant be around. maybe im expecting to from everyone

I can see how hard things are at the moment and understand the feeling of wanting to kind of explode (which is what I'm sensing you might feel sometimes?) @Bubbles3.

Have you got a list of things that you find helpful when you're feeling like this? A physical list, not only one in your head. Sometimes I find it hard to think when I'm overwhelmed and I forget even the basic things. There are heaps of great suggestions around here if you want to have a look for coping skills or tools. I can link them here if you'd like and maybe you can find something that stands out to you to try? It might be a distraction for a while if nothing else.

ill just let everybody go. i dont want to be bothering anybody

Your not bothering anyone @Bubbles3
How about answering the type of music etc i asked about in a previous comment?