MDTSenior Contributor
sick of this sh*t
wasting my time is something i am really good at
i hate myself
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sick of this sh*t
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MDTSenior Contributor
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@soul indeed
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Glad there are some positives to your day @MDT
As soul said your time will come. Ever heard the saying 'good things come to those who wait' maybe love will come to you when you least expect it ❤
As soul said your time will come. Ever heard the saying 'good things come to those who wait' maybe love will come to you when you least expect it ❤
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MDTSenior Contributor
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@outlander yeh today is okay
My dad said he wanted to talk to me about tomorrows interview.. considering he knows the person itll help me maybe.. but it may just set me off im not sure..
And yeh i have heard of this saying. Although it bugs me because it feels like i been waiting long enough.. but then maybe when things change for the better itsll be different.. hard to remain optimistic through the depression though..
I guess a good thing ive done lately is really start to enjoy my own company.. and just focus on whats next in life. I figured out im not gonna give myself a reason to feel inadequate. Just because i havent had a relationship doesnt mean im immune to it.. just means i havent clicked with anyone yet.. i thought i had in the past but it turned out wrong.. its just life i guess..
Its weird when people tell me they are shocked about it.. but ive never had a gf.. been flying solo all this time.. i think its just my personality style..
In this day and age many seem to think that relationships are the be all and end all. They really aren't lol. Its hard when people talk about their history because i cant relate but then who cares tbh.. not everyone has this mindset... just those 2 friends of mine seem to.
Yeah i kinda revealed a fair bit there lol
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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hey @MDT
how did the talk with your dad go?
i agree that alot of people our age jsut want relationships but really there is more to life. im not fussed on relationships though it would be nice.
hopefully things start to go your way soon though. thats ok about not clicking with anyone. you never know love for you might be around the corner. you just never know really and often if its 'real' comes to us in unexpected ways
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MDTSenior Contributor
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hey @outlander
agreed - not fused but it would be nice lol..
the talk was quick and painless, just have to treat it like any other job.. no guarantee i will get it
im off to bed now but will post more tomoz
thanks for checking by 🙂
agreed - not fused but it would be nice lol..
the talk was quick and painless, just have to treat it like any other job.. no guarantee i will get it
im off to bed now but will post more tomoz
thanks for checking by 🙂
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Good luck for your interview today @MDT 😊
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MDTSenior Contributor
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@outlander
thanks 🙂
i am a little nervous but if i focus on deeper breathing that can really help
ive been in interviews before so it's fine really...
its good practice for managing anxiety in any form actually.. have to defuse so much from the interview itself..
situations like this seem to bring out all the stuff i deal with so defusion and breathing are quite useful.. its just a simple interview after all
eliminate the fact i need money from the picture and the interview is easier because there is less riding on it..
all these sorts of things
thanks 🙂
i am a little nervous but if i focus on deeper breathing that can really help
ive been in interviews before so it's fine really...
its good practice for managing anxiety in any form actually.. have to defuse so much from the interview itself..
situations like this seem to bring out all the stuff i deal with so defusion and breathing are quite useful.. its just a simple interview after all
eliminate the fact i need money from the picture and the interview is easier because there is less riding on it..
all these sorts of things
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MDTSenior Contributor
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i don't care anymore...
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soulSenior Contributor
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How did the interview go @MDT?
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MDTSenior Contributor
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@soul it was good
my dad was quizzing me because he knows him and all... but i dont really care tbh
if i get it then good, that's gonna help!
if not then so be it, i will do a tesol course through TAFE and work maybe as an english teacher
I'm very depressed tonight. I just feel so alone and upset at myself.
It's like I don't matter.
I'm surrounded by all these opportunities but it's useless because I keep holding back due to my anxiety and depression... it really sucks... I feel like a spoilt ass
