MDTSenior Contributor
sick of this sh*t
wasting my time is something i am really good at
i hate myself
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sick of this sh*t
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soulSenior Contributor
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You're sounding a lot more positive and are being proactive @MDT. That's a step in the right direction. can't change the past - put your energy into the future but don't forget to enjoy the present.
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MDTSenior Contributor
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@outlander @soul @TAB i got to the next level in a grad program! 😄
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TABSenior Contributor
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Gawd bit of a roller coaster sounds but @soul gives some very good advice! .. and 'stuff' does happen re Universe ... congrats
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soulSenior Contributor
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Well done @MDT - I know the process can be quite arduous. But advancing as you have is a good thing. Hope you keep progressing. Have you got other applications in as well? It's always good to have options.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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wow thats so awesome @MDT congrats! all your hard work is all paying off! great work!!!
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Congratulations @MDT Well done on getting to the next level of your grad program 🙂
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MDTSenior Contributor
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Thank you all
Ive had a lot of applications knocked back so its kinda nice to make the first hurdle at least
I have this one and the afp one left now
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soulSenior Contributor
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Hi @MDT - hope no news is good news and that you are having a good day.
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MDTSenior Contributor
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hey @soul
yeh i guess
today was pretty chill
im just a bit angsty about my interview on tuesday..
because if dont get it then ill be even more depressed.. i just need a bit of security in terms of finances.. even if its for only 3 months of my life if i get a grad offer.. which i hope i do tbh..
im struggling to make new friends atm because of my finances.. money is everything atm..
this new job if i get it will help me with that, but itll be working with older people.. i dont care though because the pay is good..
it feels like ive been left out so much.. but then i struggle to organise stuff both because of anxiety and also depression.. i just get bored by stuff people do like clubs etc.
it sucks as im sick of being alone and i also want space.. i fear that others develop socially and i dont
but then maybe i am.. i just get apprehensive maybe.. idk..
but yeah... when people dont include me.. particularly if they know i struggle...
this is why i hope i get a grad role next year because i will be able to meet some new people..
and everyone is in a relationship now it seems.. i hate being alone...
yeh i guess
today was pretty chill
im just a bit angsty about my interview on tuesday..
because if dont get it then ill be even more depressed.. i just need a bit of security in terms of finances.. even if its for only 3 months of my life if i get a grad offer.. which i hope i do tbh..
im struggling to make new friends atm because of my finances.. money is everything atm..
this new job if i get it will help me with that, but itll be working with older people.. i dont care though because the pay is good..
it feels like ive been left out so much.. but then i struggle to organise stuff both because of anxiety and also depression.. i just get bored by stuff people do like clubs etc.
it sucks as im sick of being alone and i also want space.. i fear that others develop socially and i dont
but then maybe i am.. i just get apprehensive maybe.. idk..
but yeah... when people dont include me.. particularly if they know i struggle...
this is why i hope i get a grad role next year because i will be able to meet some new people..
and everyone is in a relationship now it seems.. i hate being alone...
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MDTSenior Contributor
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@soul @Former-Member @outlander @TAB
I feel really lonely atm... all day in fact... feels like i will be forever
