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My updates thread

My updates thread

I decided to make a thread here to post updates about stuff not that anyone really wants to know lol i just need a place where i can post whenever i feel the need to get somthing out. also to share my experiences. this is mostly just going to be me posting my feelings so i dont expect any replies but if someone wants to you are welcome to do so 🙂 anyway todays update is coming soon.

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@Eden1919 is anyone at home with you hun? I don't think it's your fault? Mental illness is often a change in brain chemistry, and this can make reality a little skewed and difficult to get a handle on things. And no need to apologise for anything. You are doing the best you can, and sometimes we can only survive moment by moment.

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@Sans911 Yeah there are people at home with me but i cant talk to any of them about this i am scared. and i dont know i just i am not sure what to do everyone says the medication could help but then i get into so much trouble and i dont know i cant i just dont feel right.

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I am very scared today the demons are everywhere and they are constantly watching me listening trying to get information out of me. they work for "him" and they are not going to leave anytime soon. "he" wants my soul and he wants me to lead him to the souls of the others plus i have to seal all the portals but if i seal them then "he" will steal everything and take all the spirits and make them do what he wants then take all the angels souls and eat them so that he can open another dimension. and Peter wont leave me alone he is stealing my energy feeding off it to survive in this dimension. the shadow people are also listening all of them are waiting for the portals or to at least find them but portals are not safe right now. everyone has to be careful when moving between dimensions. i dont know what to do my doctors cant be trusted and i am getting scared that my worker is also not to be trusted. i dont feel right i want to scream

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I am not sure if anyone will even read this but i have been in hospital for 7 weeks now. i am not sure when i will be able to leave which is scaring me and i am very scared of the doctors and i am really worried because they found out i had been spitting out the medications and now they are saying if i dont take them in the next few days they are going to consider injections i am really worried they keep saying i need medications annd that they want me to get well but i am not sick and they (the "doctors") are trying to hurt me i dont know what to do. i hope everyone is going well and sorry i havent been around much lately i just dont get a lot of computer time as i am still in hospital. @Sans911@Mazarita@Zoe7@utopia@CheerBear@anyone else i missed (how are you all going anyway?)

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Hi @Eden1919

Hope you're doing ok.

Sending kind thoughts your way.

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Hi @Eden1919 🙂 It's really good to see you again, though it sounds you've been having a tough time. I found hospital pretty scary also, and I wasn't there for very long. Is there anything you're finding ok or good about being there? Hope things start improving for you soon.

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@Eden1919. Sounds like a scary place to be right now. How do the tablets make you feel? Do you feel okay on them?

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@Eden1919 hi there hun, it's nice to hear from you. I'm so sorry you've had to be in hospital; sounds like you had some really challenging times. I'm sure the Drs have your best interests at heart and only want you better. Take care sweetheart
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