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Eden1919Senior Contributor
I decided to make a thread here to post updates about stuff not that anyone really wants to know lol i just need a place where i can post whenever i feel the need to get somthing out. also to share my experiences. this is mostly just going to be me posting my feelings so i dont expect any replies but if someone wants to you are welcome to do so 🙂 anyway todays update is coming soon.
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MazaritaSenior Contributor
Hi @Eden1919, good to see you back on the forum, reaching out for help wherever you can find it. I'm so sorry to hear about your hospital stay. It sounds like it hasn't really helped you. You know from my chatting with you in the past that I am going to suggest that you do tell your worker everything you are going through. Please keep reaching out where there is help to be found. Nobody's case is too complicated to receive help. I am logging off for the night to head towards sleep now. Might be good if you can get some rest too. Kind wishes to you. Maz
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
Hi @Sans911 and @Former-Member and @Mazarita i am feeling really all over the place today and i am not sure what to do i am seeing my caseworker tomorrow but it is so hard to get through even every hour. everything is freaking me out and i am so scared about tomorrow i just want to cry. i cant tell what is real anymore everything feels like an illusion like i cant see what is what anymore i want to scream and i am not i dont feel right and i want to run away and hide. i dont know what to do i am scared because there is a demon following me and it is going into other peoples bodies and controlling them and i am scared that it will do that to my worker tomorrow and then ugh i cant do this and my head isnt mine and um i have to close the portals and then i have to do something bad and i um i dont feel right and i cant make it stop. maybe i shouldnt go to see my worker tomorrow i dont know.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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LouLouMagooSenior Contributor
Thanks @Sans911 very thoughtful of you, we've sent an email throught to @Eden1919
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
Hi again @Sans911 and @LouLouMagoo i have not cancelled the appointment it is just going to be hard to go but i am trying i really am. and there wasnt really much of a plan when i left hospital at all but i cant really contact the hospital again i dont know i am just really unsure of everythhing right now and it is making me really stressed. i am trying to stay around people even though i am scared. i am watching tv and trying to use my kinetic sand to calm me down but i dont know i am really stressed.
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
@Sans911 I cant take my medication God told me not to because he says it will hurt me and also i am scared it is poison.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
@Sans911 No i dont want to feel like this but it is all my fault i opened the portal ages ago and let him through and now he wont leave and it is all my fault i have ruined everything and i have not contacted anyone today i am seeing them tomorrow so i am just trying to wait it out until then and i dont know what to do i am trying i just need um i dont know i am sorry.
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