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Eden1919Senior Contributor
I decided to make a thread here to post updates about stuff not that anyone really wants to know lol i just need a place where i can post whenever i feel the need to get somthing out. also to share my experiences. this is mostly just going to be me posting my feelings so i dont expect any replies but if someone wants to you are welcome to do so 🙂 anyway todays update is coming soon.
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
Today is very weird i feel i dont even know how i feel i feel like i have a lot to do i feel pressured and impatient my head wont stop and i feel like i have a huge job to do. I have been thinking a lot lately about everything and i am sure now what i need to do i am sure of everything it all makes sense now. i need to get some things but it should all work out just so you know i am not talking about harming myself i am talking about a project that i am working on for God. i have also been thinking a lot about the past. mostly the scary stuff and the stuff about the hospital. i am scared i may end up back there if i am not careful. but i cant risk that or they will put me on another order and i cant do that i cant it is not safe there not at all. i have t complete the projet it is the only hope.
i may write more later.....
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MazaritaSenior Contributor
@Eden1919, thank you for reassuring us that you are not planning any self harm. I'm hoping your project for God doesn't involve hurting anyone else either. Remember that God is about pure love. God wouldn't be asking you to do anything harmful to yourself or others. If there are any thoughts like that involved with your project, it wouldn't be God asking you to do that. Also reminding you to sleep and rest when possible. Kind wishes.
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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Hello @Eden1919
I really like that you have started doing a daily update, that is such a good idea, might help you sort through all of those thoughts you are having. I didn't know you went to uni, that's great, what are you studying?
Lunar 🙂
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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MazaritaSenior Contributor
Sending strength to you, @Eden1919. Kind wishes.
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
@Mazarita thankyou.
I have been in hospital for a few days the other patients are nice and staff seem nice i have no idea how long i will be here but i will write more later
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MazaritaSenior Contributor
Hi @Eden1919, great to hear you sounding calmer. So glad the other patients and staff seem nice. Hope you sleep well tonight and wake up fresh in the morning.
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
I was discharged today from hospital i feel worse than before i went in in many ways the doctor said i was too complicated and that some people do get worse there but pretty much said there wasnt anything he could do. i am feeling very all over the place and i am really worried about everyone around me because there is this demon following me and it can like go into peoples bodies and control them and it is making me scared of my family. also i feel like i have to do something for someone and it is stressing me out god and satan are still telling me to do things and there is also another evil spirit and it is really complicated and i am not feeling very safe like i am ok right now but in general i dont know what to do. i am seeing my worker in about 2 days i am scared to tell her what is going on and everything is a mess i dont know what to do. i just feel like i need to hurt myself and i am not doing a good job of explaining things.
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