loosing the will to go on

@Eden1919
It just makes me nervous to know i could end up back there for meantioning it. My gps abit like that she wants the best for me but she also seems to panic

Yeah im going to try and do that @Eden1919
As long as i dont put my foot in my mouth

Sitting very anxiously at the gp

I got my results back. Ive got thickening 2 ligamanets and a torn ligament in another part of my foot and this is still from 4 yrs ago. Cant imagine the damage to start with!!
I have abit of arthritis and my injury will always flare up but with the arthritic pain meds , management when doing things out of the norm and strapping it.
So basically what happens is when i ride or do heaps of heavy duty stuff my ligaments that are thickened are tearing and tje more the thicken the less elasticity i have so it just re tears so i could have 3 torn ligaments at a time in a flare up

so now ive got another 60 odd years with this @Eden1919 @Former-Member @MDT @Former-Member and everyone
So the plan is to stay on the arthritic medications to help with pain and inflammation. Strap my foot when im doing an activity i know will agrivate it and do some physio exercises for it.

And she said that my mental health is more important than weight but im still loosing it as itll help with weight bearing.

Also shes glad ive got my psych that i have now- not sure if u got my tag in the chatting thread to u. But its explained in more detail somewhere on this page or previous about latest psych visit.
My gp said if im not doing good come in anyway it doesnt mean i need hospital but she wants me in when i get into that suicidal state.
And shes happy wity my ad and mood stabilser dosages and so am i at this point plus i have a prn when i need them as well.