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Something’s not right

not coping

not coping

im not coping

i cant handle all of these things

besides my mental health deteriorating so dramatically, and my physicall health floating up the creek

and now within the past few hours

my great grandmother now is in a nursing home and they dont know how long she has left and to make thigns worse i think i have to put my beleoved horse down.

we just had vets out and spend the last 4 hours trying to save my horse. its been 2 hours and went back to check on her and its not looking good.

not good at all 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞

i dont know what to do or how to feel, im a complete mess 😞

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Goodnight @Eve7 💜💕💛

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@outlander sis

How are you going today hon?

💛💛

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just thinking about alot of things @Snowie

how was ect?

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Am around for a bit if you need to chat @outlander

ECT was ok. Just tired from not much sleep last night.

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Thats understandable
Doesnt ect make you quite tired too? @Snowie

I dont really know what to say. Guess its still the same thing as lateley

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You don't have to say anything hon. Just know that I am here if you need to chat or just sit @outlander

Yes ECT makes me tired.

Have made an appointment with a new psychologist. Can't get into see them until March 😞

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Thanks @Snowie my braind abit fried when it comes to me. i either panic or i feel like im sinking or something.
atm ive been dealing with some really hot flushes for no apparent reason and antihistamines that dont work and make me vomit so now i cant even take those

urgh march seems far away hey
i think for me it might go abit quick since i so far have 6 appts to fit in this month!

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Sounds like it had been a tricky day hun @outlander

I hope tonight goes a bit more smoothly for you.

Wow, six appointments is a lot sweetie. I hope that they are all of a benefit to you.

Yes March seems far away. I am already anxious and nervous about it so can only imagine what I will be like when it gets closer.

Have you got many plans for the weekend hun?

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I have the kids till midnight so im about to do tea @Snowie
Theres 3 that are mine and 3 that are pops but still alot of do i guess.

Hopefully you wont get to anxious in the meantime 💕

Not really just horses. Im to tired to do much else

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I hope you and your pop's appointments go ok hun @outlander

Thats going to be a long night for you hun, can the kids help you out with tea?

Hopefully you can catch up on some sleep this weekend, that is if you can sleep. Sometimes I find it is hard to sleep when I am exhausted (and anxious). Have too much on my mind 😒

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