not coping

Oh okay @outlander ... well, I have my listening ears on, if you wish to talk about anything, unload or debrief. 👂💓

I see you there @Sans911 👀👋

Sherry

Hi @Sans911 ❣️ how did you sleep? How are you today?

there wasn't a whole heap of answers in there @Former-Member @Lee82 @Sans911 @eth @Bunniekins @Snowie (and everyone following along) but they did find other things (not really related to what im experiencing apparently) but they also have to be monitored and rechecked in 5 weeks but doesn't really want to run any further tests for my current ailments because 'im young and don't need to be exposed to a ct scan or worry about the radiation effects from it'
he wasn't all that informative either and some of the msgs I got were mixed so its made me confused.
he wants me to try 2 things for a week and see if it makes any difference. at least that part I understand.
didn't appreciate what I was saying being brushed off either and one thing even being laughed at and told that's impossible when I know it isn't impossible at all. everything always comes back to 'your young so I doubt it' or 'your young so it wouldn't happen to you'

@Former-Member (just tagging you like you asked

How frustrating for you @outlander I really feel for you. My adult child has had a similar experience for some time. Very unreasonable for them to be so age-ist.

That is so frustrating @outlander I can't believe they have treated you this way. What are the 2 things you have to try a week?

Hi @outlander sorry to hear you're having a rough day. I'm so pleased to hear that you decided to go for a walk before getting in the car though.

Please remember the following services are available if you want to talk:

Lifeline - 13 11 14

Suicide Call Back Service - 1300 659 467

Take good care of yourself today 🌻🌻🌻

@outlander you know there are many, many things I want to say about your experience but there would be far too many expletives and shouty words. I better not even start, but suffice to say I am very cranky about the way you were treated. Sometimes medicos really don't listen to us, when we know our own bodies so well. Just do what needs doing this afternoon, and rest when you can. I am not going anywhere today, so I here whenever you need.

Thanks everyone
Im at mums now only 2 and a half hrs to go. Its been ok we played with the guinea pigs and been playing card games now watching a movie.
i have to try lactose free diet (im already on that so its not really that new) and try a medication to see if it helps. Apparently i also have one cystic kidney and something to do with my liver but i cant remember
what he said that also needs monitoring now as well.

Does that mean because im young it means its nothing and that its impossible to be 'something'
I cant sleep barely eat anything cant barely stomach water without being in pain or feeling sick. The sleep is the hardest one. I canr lay on my sides now otherwise it makes it so much worse. It doesnt seem like someone on a normal level would be experience 😢
Maybe i shouldve just went to emergency when it first happened.
Its made my SI go very high, higher then yesterday but im to tired to care about trying to fight it. Im safe enough for now at least.
I feel lile the biggest burden in every aspect of my life. Cant talk to anyone because they sigh and roll their eyes because its another problem, the medical system is already strained enough they dont need my added problems.

@Former-Member (2nd half of the post)