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Something’s not right

not coping

not coping

im not coping

i cant handle all of these things

besides my mental health deteriorating so dramatically, and my physicall health floating up the creek

and now within the past few hours

my great grandmother now is in a nursing home and they dont know how long she has left and to make thigns worse i think i have to put my beleoved horse down.

we just had vets out and spend the last 4 hours trying to save my horse. its been 2 hours and went back to check on her and its not looking good.

not good at all 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞

i dont know what to do or how to feel, im a complete mess 😞

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My sweetest lil Sis @outlander. I'm so, so very sorry that life is like this for you. It's not right nor fair, and I understand right now you feel like giving up completely. Please hold on
There are better times ahead for you. When that is I don't know, but until then lean on us when your strength and hope is fading. You know we've got you, and you are never too much for us here to deal with. I love you like you have always been my sister, and it feels so real to me. I will never give up on you.

Much love and hugs ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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I love you too sis @Sans911 💜
I dont have much left in me to keep fighting a battle that never ends and one that comes from so many angles theres never really a starting point 😞 just keeps adding and adding. My own thoughts and unwellness are drowning me

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I know sweetie that it's hard to keep treading water. I know everything is continually overwhelming and there is no let up. Just do whatever it takes, and however you manage. That is enough. And I've got you, as have others. We'll hold your head above the water for as long is as needed.

@outlander💕💕💕

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Hi there @outlander ,

I'd like to second the beautiful, perfect words of @Sans911 and @NatureLover in their stellar supportive posts if I may, just reminding you first and foremost that we are sitting in this with you and want to be here to support you in any way we can.

I can see it's a particularly rough day for you, and that you are having a battle with the urge to SH and SI at the moment, so just a reminder from your friendly community moderator that we want you to know you’re not on your own, and ultimately never alone in this. Do you have SCBS and Lifeline's number at arms reach if you'd like or feel the need to speak with someone instantaneously? It’s key to us that you are able to stay safe, and you can always call 000 too in case of emergency.

Here with you always and extending the topmost care and gratitude,

Otter

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Thanks @Otter im thankful for them. Yes i have the numbers etc if i need them thanks

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@Sans911 ❤
I tried to write a post but i cant.
I wish i could get out of here, walk away. Be strong but im not.

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You are strong @outlander. Stronger then most people I know. Don't underestimate that. It is takes an incredibly strong person to put up with all that is thrown at you day after day. I know you feel a sense of duty and loyalty, and if that's what you need to do right now well then it comes with all the challenges you are facing. But it won't be like that always. Things will change in time. You will have a life free from your responsibilities. Free to be independent. Free to be independent, make your own decisions and not consider others. Free to do whatever your heart desires. Just hang in there until then

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I hope that day comes soon @Sans911

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i dont know how people survive physical and mh combined. most days i feel so sick it feels like i can barely breathe. @Sans911

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I'm looking forward to that day too hun @outlander. Very much so.

I'm hearing you how difficult it is in so many ways right now. Gentle hugs my angel 💕💕💕
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