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not coping

outlanderSenior Contributor04 Aug 2017, 8:11 pm AEST

not coping

im not coping

i cant handle all of these things

besides my mental health deteriorating so dramatically, and my physicall health floating up the creek

and now within the past few hours

my great grandmother now is in a nursing home and they dont know how long she has left and to make thigns worse i think i have to put my beleoved horse down.

we just had vets out and spend the last 4 hours trying to save my horse. its been 2 hours and went back to check on her and its not looking good.

not good at all 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞

i dont know what to do or how to feel, im a complete mess 😞

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outlanderSenior Contributor04 July 2020, 2:20 pm AEST

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probably not @NatureLover i will prob just have to go for a few hours and then leave by 9 oclock. i can drop the other sister home or she can come to my house till i pick up pop. the little kids only play the xbox and is basically the only reason they go there as well.

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor04 July 2020, 2:25 pm AEST

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@outlander wrote:
probably not @NatureLover i will prob just have to go for a few hours and then leave by 9 oclock.

Sorry to hear, @outlander 😣

I hope you can get away with not really eating much at the dinner.

Is it tonight?

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outlanderSenior Contributor04 July 2020, 2:27 pm AEST

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yeah its tonight @NatureLover i leave about 6ish

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor04 July 2020, 2:28 pm AEST

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OK, I will be thinking of you and keeping my fingers crossed for you. ❤

@outlander

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outlanderSenior Contributor04 July 2020, 2:30 pm AEST

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thanks @NatureLover

i have till 4 then i have to pick up my sister and take her home, do the last horse and then i should have about half hour before i need to leave to go there.

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor04 July 2020, 2:32 pm AEST

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OK, @outlander

I'm really worried that it's going to take you having a collapse before the people in your life see that you're really ill. 😥

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outlanderSenior Contributor04 July 2020, 2:35 pm AEST

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its ok @NatureLover not even an attempt changed them (in a good way) i just ruined every relationship that i ever had. the good changes lasted about 3 days and then it all went back to normal.

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor04 July 2020, 2:49 pm AEST

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@outlander wrote:
its ok @NatureLover not even an attempt changed them (in a good way) i just ruined every relationship that i ever had. the good changes lasted about 3 days and then it all went back to normal.

That's terrible!! That nothing changed, I mean.

Although I remember now, nothing changed after my attempts when I was young, either. The emotional abuse still continued. I'm sorry that it's the same for you 😥 @outlander

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outlanderSenior Contributor04 July 2020, 2:53 pm AEST

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its ok @NatureLover im sorry nothing changed for you either.
thanks for listening

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outlanderSenior Contributor04 July 2020, 3:06 pm AEST

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i dont have to do the other horse now @NatureLover they are going to have a ride so will feed him and thing instead today

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