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Something’s not right

not coping

not coping

im not coping

i cant handle all of these things

besides my mental health deteriorating so dramatically, and my physicall health floating up the creek

and now within the past few hours

my great grandmother now is in a nursing home and they dont know how long she has left and to make thigns worse i think i have to put my beleoved horse down.

we just had vets out and spend the last 4 hours trying to save my horse. its been 2 hours and went back to check on her and its not looking good.

not good at all 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞

i dont know what to do or how to feel, im a complete mess 😞

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hey @Eve7 👋💚

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Hey back to you @outlander . I think about you often ‘cos you are such a precious friend to me.

Take care 💙🧡💙

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@Eve7 💙💖

Hows your night going?

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Much, much better than this morning and yesterday and the day before. Just drinking some camomile prior to bed..

How are the horses, Pop and your siblings? Most of all gentle hugs 🤗 to you.

💙🧡💙

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im really glad to hear that @Eve7 i never caught onto the chamomile tea but ive heard it works well for others too.

siblings are ok, just having to do school things and the older ones weekend work might be starting up again so shes happy about that. Horses are ok, wasting away in the paddock atm and so much work. pop is being difficult as always. tried to have a shower to wash away some of the emotions i feel atm but it didnt help. was hoping to watch my own tv show tonight but not looking likeley. feeling quite sic so laying down in bed might be a good idea. plus i keep getting reoccuring headaches im fairly sure its from a new med i had to take to try and manage a health condition (the last option before they look at options that will remove fertility)
sorry that was a ramble.

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do you have much on tomorrow? @Eve7

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I’m sorry you keep having these health issues and I hope you get some results soon. You are a wonderful granddaughter for your Pop and he had better appreciate you 😊 the horses are lucky to have you too as you are such a caring soul. I want to give you a hug 🤗 and return all the love you share a hundred fold @outlander

Tomorrow I’m going to do some gym work with the exercise physiologist instead of going to any groups as I find the negativity of some people too much at times. I hope that doesn’t sound mean butI just can’t take on board all their woes and complaints right now.

I am, however, so grateful for these forums and all the beautiful people I’ve met which, of course includes you. Thank you so much for all the support.

Take care and sleep well.

💙🧡💙

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Thinking of you, @outlander ...hoping the headaches and the sick feeling have gone this morning and that your day is bearable.

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@outlander Hoping your rainbow cake turned out good hun. Better yet hope it tasted yummy! 😁😁

How are you going today hun?

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it turned out ok @Snowie ive only had a small piece of it. surprisingly i actually dont really eat many sweet things 🤷‍♀️

ive got alot of things on my mind atm, not really sure how to put it all into words though. its like a list. i think the counsellor is on tonight that i usually talk to so might talk to her if i feel up for it later.
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