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not coping

outlanderSenior Contributor04 Aug 2017, 8:11 pm AEST

not coping

im not coping

i cant handle all of these things

besides my mental health deteriorating so dramatically, and my physicall health floating up the creek

and now within the past few hours

my great grandmother now is in a nursing home and they dont know how long she has left and to make thigns worse i think i have to put my beleoved horse down.

we just had vets out and spend the last 4 hours trying to save my horse. its been 2 hours and went back to check on her and its not looking good.

not good at all 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞

i dont know what to do or how to feel, im a complete mess 😞

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Lee82Senior Contributor15 May 2020, 10:18 am AEST

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Sending you gentle hugs today @outlander be kind to yourself and I hope things start to get better for your. we are all here to listen and supper you anytime. ❤️

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outlanderSenior Contributor15 May 2020, 11:19 am AEST

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thanks so much @Lee82

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Sans911Senior Contributor15 May 2020, 11:38 am AEST

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@Former-Member such lovely things you've said to @outlander this morning. And you as well @Lee82.

Lil Sis, I'm glad you're here this morning, and every morning. I would miss you like a big, black hole in my heart if you weren't around. I love how smart & intelligent you are for someone so young, your funny, you're kind & super caring (to your own detriment). You make my days so interesting and I feel so much less alone not only here in the forums but also in my real life. I don't think you realise how much I talk about you to people in my rl. You might not feel worthy with the treatment you get from family, your pop and others, but that won't last forever. I think like Izzy says 'you are loved & cared about more than you know' is very appropriate. Here you are amongst friends who see your true worth and value. Who see the beautiful soul you have beneath the pain. I hope one day you will see how incredible you are & how much you have to give to the world, who in turn will show what it means to be loved. 💖💖💖💖

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Lee82Senior Contributor15 May 2020, 11:44 am AEST

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Wow...you too @Sans911 that was very touching and also very very true.
I can't add anything to that at all. We are all thinking of you @outlander today and always.

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Unknown userMember15 May 2020, 12:05 pm AEST

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Sans has worded everything I couldn't say @outlander and worded (hate that word) it beautifully. To me you are one step away from blinding us with your brilliant pure light, like the raptors hatching you have one hand out of your shell. With that one hand you support, you lift up and you love everyone you can. Can you imagine the how powerful all that is going to be once you finally break free my sweet little one. I can't wait to need glasses.

Wow, I am not going to delete it but sorry about the Dino reference, Sorry that my inner weirdo seems to have taken over here. Just know that I really do believe everything I just wrote. Thank you for waking up this morning my friend.

Please if me calling you little one is not ok let me know. It certainly is meant to be a term of endearment and not condescending

@Sans911 @Lee82

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Sans911Senior Contributor15 May 2020, 12:14 pm AEST

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@Lee82 - I also want to ech @Former-Member and @outlander in how amazing you did last night. You stayed connected here last night, you followed directions from Izzy and mudsum and you got through without self harming. Be proud of getting through all that.

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outlanderSenior Contributor15 May 2020, 12:47 pm AEST

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aww you are making me teary in a good way @Sans911 @Former-Member @Lee82 💛💙💚
Thank you from my heart to yours. I don't even have words to respond back to your wonderful posts 😥

Its not been an overly good day but your posts really just hit home in a good way

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outlanderSenior Contributor15 May 2020, 12:53 pm AEST