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not coping

outlanderSenior Contributor04 Aug 2017, 8:11 pm AEST

not coping

im not coping

i cant handle all of these things

besides my mental health deteriorating so dramatically, and my physicall health floating up the creek

and now within the past few hours

my great grandmother now is in a nursing home and they dont know how long she has left and to make thigns worse i think i have to put my beleoved horse down.

we just had vets out and spend the last 4 hours trying to save my horse. its been 2 hours and went back to check on her and its not looking good.

not good at all 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞

i dont know what to do or how to feel, im a complete mess 😞

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Unknown userMember22 Oct 2021, 11:49 am AEDT

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Hey @outlander, sending much support 💗 I injured my leg earlier this year and know that crutches pain is awful (let alone all the impacts to mobility and independence). All the best for your crochet blanket & study 💐

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outlanderSenior Contributor22 Oct 2021, 5:36 pm AEDT

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Great memes thanks @Appleblossom good distraction

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outlanderSenior Contributor22 Oct 2021, 5:37 pm AEDT

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Thank you @Former-Member
I am crocheting now and was doing abit of study but im already so bored ans its only day 2 out of 14

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BowSenior Contributor22 Oct 2021, 7:24 pm AEDT

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@outlander 💕

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outlanderSenior Contributor22 Oct 2021, 9:19 pm AEDT

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Thank you @Bow

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Eve7Senior Contributor22 Oct 2021, 11:18 pm AEDT

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@outlander

💜💖💜

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SnowieSenior Contributor23 Oct 2021, 2:35 pm AEDT

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@outlander sorry to hear what is happening for you.

Here with you hon.

Lots of love and hugs 💗💗💗💗

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Sophia1Senior Contributor23 Oct 2021, 11:40 pm AEDT

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Hugs @outlander

💕🙏💗

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SnowieSenior Contributor25 Oct 2021, 4:38 pm AEDT

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@outlander 💜💜

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outlanderSenior Contributor27 Oct 2021, 12:41 am AEDT

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The past few days have been hard. My depression has me in the pits of despair and hopelessness. I know itll pass but its still hard while im in this space.
I love to help people offline too but somethings are becoming clear. The friends i thought i had turned out to not be friends. Just people wanting information and help. I was even called a liar and filled with nonscense by someone who i thought was a friend and then i n the same sentence asked for more of my help like saying that meant nothing.
I cant help but to help people but now its some thing id rather hide away from. That feels unusual to me. As much as i want to put my hand up to help i think its best if i just try and stop. If i stay away and keep my thoughts etc to myself maybe people might like me. People are confusing sometimes or maybe its just me.

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