not coping

Just a lot of different things happening at the moment @outlander which I am trying to deal with, but not doing a very good job. I just get tired trying to put on my brave face all of the time, especially in front of the kids.

Sometimes enough is just enough.

I have an appointment with her next week @outlander

I am scared to talk, to take the lid of the box.

I just need to last till then

I think I might just try and go to bed @outlander

No point staying awake, the demons don't stop.

Nothing stops, it is just all pain.

Thanks @outlander for your support.

I feel like I shouldn't be on here like this. Even on here I should put on a brave face. That I should be stronger then this.

Sorry, just blabbering, I have had enough of myself.

Hey @Snowie, I'm so sorry to hear the road's a little rough for you right now. I just wanted to pop on and say that it's ok to struggle. You don't have to be strong all the time. I've felt the same myself at times, and that extra pressure is so hard. Though another thing I've come to learn is that seeing someone else in struggle and continuing on, not necessarily being strong, but just keeping going, has really helped reassure me that I'm not alone.

Having said that, if you feel like it might be helpful for you to take a little break and time away for yourself, I'd really encourage you to do that. Wishing you the strength and courage to do what's right for you, whatever that might be. 🌸

Thanks @TideisTurning

@outlander thanks hon. I am going to try and get some sleep.

I hope both of your nights go ok tonight.

Good luck with the house inspection tomorrow sweetie, I hope it goes all ok for you.