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not coping

outlanderSenior Contributor

not coping

im not coping

i cant handle all of these things

besides my mental health deteriorating so dramatically, and my physicall health floating up the creek

and now within the past few hours

my great grandmother now is in a nursing home and they dont know how long she has left and to make thigns worse i think i have to put my beleoved horse down.

we just had vets out and spend the last 4 hours trying to save my horse. its been 2 hours and went back to check on her and its not looking good.

not good at all 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞

i dont know what to do or how to feel, im a complete mess 😞

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Sans911Senior Contributor

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I've never heard of it either @outlander.

OK here's my attempt to explain what it is.

So they are cells that don't look like usual 'mature' cells. So the cells aren't normal in shape or size. This is what's meant by the term pleomorphism.

They have abnormal nuclear morphology (features), such as hyperchromatism (very dark nuclei), irregular nuclear contours, an increased nuclear:cytoplasmic ratio, coarse chromatin, and nucleoli.


Mitoses which is cell division - tons of them – or, more importantly, abnormal ones, like the ones at the tips of the arrows above).

Loss of polarity (disrupted orientation of cells; loss of architecture and organization)

Other things: tumor giant cells, ischemic necrosis (from tumor cells outgrowing their blood supply)

Anaplastic cells are characteristics of malignant cells.

I hope that helps.

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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oh ok @Sans911 that makes abit of sense. god im glad its just definitions and not a whole topic on it 😑
this assignment is exhausting tonight. theres 10 parts (some are broken down into a, b and c) including a 500 word research report. ive only gotten up to part 3, not sure I can do much more tonight 😞

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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would anyone be around tonight?

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Unknown userMember

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Yes @outlander 🌺

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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hey @Former-Member 👋

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Unknown userMember

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Hi sweetie @outlander . Did you get your assignment completed?

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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no not tonight @Former-Member its to much to do tonight. I got 4 parts done but not really thinking much atm, abit tired to try and write a report on complex ailments.

tired but to scared to sleep but cant say exactly why because its top triggering for others. and tomorrow is another appoint for the gp so have some thoughts around that which will hopefully be answered tomorrow

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Unknown userMember

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@outlander

Ah yes, thats right .. another gp appointment tomorrow. This is to review how the lactose free diet, and trial medication is going? From what Ive read, you arent too much improved and would really benefit from further investigation. I hope tomorrows apt is more productive than last time. Do you have notes about any questions you had from your last apt?

Im sorry you arent able to talk about what is troubling you, due to it being triggering for others. Unfortunately I am not aware of what it might be either.

But I do get the fear of sleep because of what it may bring. Can you try to prepare yourself as best you can, by watching a good feel good or comedy movie or series? Or listen to some restful or calming music prior to bed? Cant hurt to try.

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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no its not really helping. the medication actually just makes me feel worse and hasn't done what he said it would so I haven't taken it for 2 days. it sonly over the counter stuff so It not a huge deal I suppose.
the lactose free thing hasn't made a huge difference but its improved one area so im going to stay with it.

the stuff I cant talk about here has to do with SA, nightmares and flashbacks but I know its very triggering so I wont go into it.

im heading to bed in a minute at least to lay down, I feel very fatigued so not a bad idea to at least rest. ive been watching mrs browns boys and will prob play a game on my phone and listen to the radio or something for a bit.

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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@Former-Member ^^^
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