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not coping

outlanderSenior Contributor04 Aug 2017, 8:11 pm AEST

not coping

im not coping

i cant handle all of these things

besides my mental health deteriorating so dramatically, and my physicall health floating up the creek

and now within the past few hours

my great grandmother now is in a nursing home and they dont know how long she has left and to make thigns worse i think i have to put my beleoved horse down.

we just had vets out and spend the last 4 hours trying to save my horse. its been 2 hours and went back to check on her and its not looking good.

not good at all 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞

i dont know what to do or how to feel, im a complete mess 😞

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor09 Apr 2021, 6:17 pm AEST

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@outlander :)

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outlanderSenior Contributor09 Apr 2021, 6:18 pm AEST

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@Snowie have been busy trying to find a car but not alot of luck yet. But i havent been to horses for 2 days and havent had kods much. Ones just got her ps yesterday so she can take herself to and from work and out with friends etc now.

If i even have water it gives me severe stomach cramps atm so im weary of even having sips of water

How are you

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SnowieSenior Contributor09 Apr 2021, 6:30 pm AEST

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Sounds like you have had some time to yourself hon which is good @outlander

Hopefully now that your sister has got her license she can drive the younger ones around a bit more. Hoping it takes a bit of pressure of you now.

That must be hard if even sips of water gives you stomach cramps. Hoping for your sake it imrpoves sooner rather then later.

I am okish @outlander Had ect today so didn't get home till after lunch. I think I have one session of it left for this round. Not sure if my pdoc wants me to have more or not. I see him next Wednesday so will discuss it with him then.

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outlanderSenior Contributor09 Apr 2021, 6:47 pm AEST

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Ill still do most with the little one, shes still fresh on Ps so has to adjust to not having someone with her or being instructed. In a few weeks or so maybe though. I want them to actually enjoy being out and doing what normal people their age do. Looking forward to not many 4am starts though!

How are you finding ect?

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SnowieSenior Contributor09 Apr 2021, 7:09 pm AEST

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@outlander 4am starts don't sound like fun at all hon. I hope there are not too many of them for you.

ect is going ok. I think that it is helping. It seems to have helped with my moods but unfortunately it doesn't help with my flashbacks and thoughts. I have one more session to go next week. I see my pdoc next week so will discuss with him if I need more after next week.

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Eve7Senior Contributor09 Apr 2021, 7:28 pm AEST

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@outlander

💜💙💜

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outlanderSenior Contributor09 Apr 2021, 7:45 pm AEST

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Just weekend work @Snowie but she has a car now.

Im glad its helped with mood wise @Snowie at least abit. Urgh flashbacks and thoughts wish we could just zap them out whenever they appear 🥴

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SnowieSenior Contributor09 Apr 2021, 7:52 pm AEST