Coming clean

We are waiting to hear back from the respite place to find out exactly what we need to do. Apparently funding it obtained from the Dept of Communities. Last time it was Commonwealth funding and all my carer (now my Mrs) had to do was register with Commonwealth Carelink, but now it has gone to the State government instead and we have to make an appointment with the department of communities to be assessed prior to funding being granted. It's the same organisation as before @Kurra, but they've changed umbrellas and where they get their cash from.

My GP doesn't need to come into it apparently (we asked if we need referral). I suppose that's one positive thing because she's currently away while her surgery gets renovated anyway.

It seems I've jumped onto a merry go round of yet more paperwork and jumping through hoops. This is making me ill!

You're not wrong there @Kurra! It's really adding to the stress I'm already feeling.

It probably isn't helped much either by the fact that my Mrs (my carer) doesn't like speaking on the phone, so I have to speak for her. She is a smart cookie, don't get me wrong but is rather phone shy.

Well I was told to go and check into a motel and stay by myself, even if I am in a state of mental distress because they aren't interested in helping me because I am too high functioning.

Go figure!

I'm over it!!

End of discussion.

Totally kaput!

No @utopia, it's not right, but what can I do? I've exhausted all avenues available to me. I don't consider myself suicidal or anything so I don't think a hospital stay is warranted at this stage. I am just terribly disappointed and disillusioned with the whole show. I've spent all afternoon crying my eyes out and just not being a very good person to be around. My voices are pretty bad, I realised I can even hear them underwater when I am exercising at the pool. Says something I guess...

I'd go stay with friends, but I don't have any willing to be up to the task. Other than my Mrs, I'm alone in this world when it comes to mental health.

In my traffic light system I am definitely a red now after being yellow all week. I can't take anymore, my plate is overflowing.

Hi @utopia... I think you read my post wrong (or I typed it wrong)... I meant I have no friends to stay with and I can still hear voices even underwater.

I think I am a lost cause sometimes!

Apologies for misleading you. 😞