Hello dear @Maggie
I was very relieved to read that I am not holding you back in any way. I know my life situation can be very complex and intense so that was concerning me somewhat of its effects on you. I should of known better though - being fully aware of the strength of free will and the special connection we do truly have. The last few days my mind has been overwhelmed with mountainous odds and my brain waves would be resembling hurricane Irma presently. Neutrons and protons spinning wildly out of control trying to make some sense of it all. I am all over the place waiting for the dust to settle. Shock is a terrible thing. So hopefully this post will make some good sense.
I also hold close and treasure our connection - one that is undeniable and that will never change, even if the tempest threatens to tear it apart. Thanks to @Faith-and-Hope's intercession and your posts - I started to see that I was not in the best place to be making any decisions of such magnitude. And yes, a tad sensitive at the moment which invoked an overreaction of sorts on my part. Not good. I apologise for that. It's been a rough couple of days but now I am finding my feet again. And the ground feels soft and welcoming. Thank you my friend for your patience and understanding - and your faith in us 😊
You and me are the same in that we never say what we don't mean. As we know the power of words to make or break. Silence being the preferred option - but also speaking up at the right time with honesty and the best of intentions is also an art that bears much fruit I find, which is happening right now. And is healing. I always try to do that but with the inner turmoil taking hold, I was finding I needed a bit of help to express that this time. We have a wonderful little forum going here haven't we? It's a special place.
I am glad you are voicing your thoughts, feelings, wants and needs. I may have inspired it but it's your own courage and inner strength that's making it happen. You took a leap of faith and its taking you to new heights 😊 I am proud of you. Not only have you become special to me as a result but to many on this forum who highly value your presence - your voice.
My husband is out at the moment - even though he is still very unwell he is doing things in the community as I type that is seeking to help the disadvantaged. He is doing great things out there to ease the plight of the poor and down trodden, and he is getting involved those whom can really bring about change - federal and state MPs. So much positive is coming from our tumultuous life. I suppose it's learning to dance in the rain and regardless of the prediction, it's about not stopping until we find the pot of gold.
I can't wait to see the pics of your garden. Love you Maggie ❤️
