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Something’s not right

-Enigma-

-Enigma-

I have given up now - no one can say it was not without a fight. But then no one on heaven and earth would give a damn anyway. I gave from the heart and it was a joy to help others. I felt such peace with that. I never did it for anything in return ever, I did it because I truly cared and felt so much genuine compassion towards others. I was promised dreams and peace would come true even though I never asked. It felt so good to know I made someone's lives a bit better.

Why is it that people like me are then faced with so much heartache, injustice, trauma and adversity that seeks to do everything in its power to destroy that good, to take the little good and peace I had, to utterly destroy me. Why?

I had always been there when possible others times of need - now that I truly need someone I have been all but abandoned by those I knew and those in the spirit. I realise now everything was a lie and feel utterless helpless and lost. I have lost everything and don't see the point in being here. I hope I don't wake up to another day of despair.

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Thank you for your kInd words @Zoe7.

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Me 2 re writing group @Former-Member

I was away and this is first thread I am responding to.

Do what you have to do.There is a lot on your plate.

There are expansion/contraction cycles and its your life and your call, but .... it would be good not to lose all contact.

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@Former-Member I have no words. Sorry is all I can say. I will truly miss you.

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Hi @Appleblossom my friend - when I finally start the thread and put it together I will tag you and others whom have expressed their interest in it. Please allow a few weeks as my husband is sick and this will slow its progress but I will get something up as soon as possible. Can't wait to see what we come up with in collaborating writing style! Exciting!. And I love the way you write!

Hope you see this post as soon I will be applying for the removal of the this whole thread shortly. If you wouldn't mind could you please just post "sighted it" and then I will ask moderators to remove thread. Thanks @Appleblossom

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Sighted it

Just in time

Keep with your inner angel pic with its gorgeous wings and humble pose

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@Zoe7 wrote:

I can say with absolute certainty @Former-Member that what you do here really does matter. If you can look all the way back to when I first joined - you were one of my 'guiding lights' - and then after 'that night - you were also one of the ones that picked me up, held me close and walked all the way through with me. What you do here does more than matter my friend - it can change lives Even when you are not here, or I don't see you , I always know you are in the background - an angel watching over me - and that brings me both comfort and hope. You are a beautiful soul @Former-Member and it is a privilege to have you as part of my life


That's not enough for all my friend unfortunately. It's never enough no matter how genuine and good. I am glad I was of service to you and others so not all is lost lol.. And I will continue to help in any small way where I can.True friends won't give up that easily Zoe, have had enough true ones to know;, those who do tells me much, that it wasn't genuine from the outset. I have such dear friends in real life and I a must blessed. Thank you for not giving up and being a friend .

I particularly enjoy your intelligence @Zoe7as I do @Appleblossom's and love @soul's creativity, so am really looking forward to seeing your creativity unleashed; - I am yet to ask soul if she isinterested but will tag her and many others when I get the thread up to see if they are interested. Looking so forward to this writing group. should be a blast. Even if it fails we will have a lot of fun in the process.

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@Former-Member Have I hurt you. I am so very sorry.

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@Appleblossom wrote:

Sighted it

Just in time

Keep with your inner angel pic with its gorgeous wings and humble pose


I will endeavour to do my best to do so ❤️

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Hi dear @Maggie

No - just sad I failed you. I am probably not in the best place to help people at the moment because of what I am going through. @Zoe7 - is an angel, she will help you. I will bring you down. But, I think What I can offer you is some fun creative tImes on the writing thread that I am going to start soon. So many interesting, intelligent, soulful, articulate people here that are interested in participating which is exciting (at least o me) as they will being much creativity to the table. I hope you can join in as you are also a talented writer.

I hope to get stuck in and start the thread either this weekend or the next. So it won't be long until it is up and running. It will be so much fun! Take care @Maggie

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@Former-Member Failed me, @Former-Member you could NEVER do that. You have and are always there, always. You NEVER bring me down. Remember these three words...KEEP POSTING HERE... You gave me courage, a voice, friendship, laughter, creativity....HOPE.....

I know you have so much going on atm, more than anyone should have to cope with. I will be here if you want me to be ......always........

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