Good Morning!

Thanks @frog , @Sans911 and @outlander for the msgs yesterday,too tired and drained last night.

Hope you had a good trip @Sans911,

My mother isn't good,been distressed past hour,to me she needs a stay in hospital.It was the behavioral change yesterday that distressed me,she was butt naked insisting she needed a urine sample for the ultrasound.Then on the highway she asked "where did that truck go?" I had to answer "we overtook it.

Physically she's not good,Im distressed because I have a strong feeling this is her last Xmas.We brought more plants yesterday,wish I didn't,I don't know what's going to become of me guys.

Good morning all, I hope everyone has a good day

My mother has been my life @Sans911,I do love her.Im a mess at the moment,got to me.It was the dementia yesterday that got to me,can see I'm losing her.Cleaned in a nursing home briefly years ago,seen it, confronting when it's your mum.

I'm not a strong person @Sans911,know due to family conflict if anything happens to her won't attend any service,also know I can't handle it.She has had a bad urinary tract infection which affects her for years with vascular dementia.The ultrasound yesterday she was told showed her bladder isn't emptying.She can hardly walk,if she falls badly she will need a nursing home.

Hope you are feeling respite @Sans911. Thanks for being here.