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My post to the universe of nothingness has just disappeared.....
They tell me to hurt myself and that I need to d i e. That I should. That I deserve to.
But I'm too scared.
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QueenieSenior Contributor
Thanks @Former-Member for tagging me in this discussion. I've only been flitting here and there on the boards today so otherwise I may have missed it.
@Former-Member you ask how voice hearers cope with things that come from your own mind... I find I detatch from what the voices say and command as compared to my own internal monologue. My voices for example, can be quite violent in command hallucination form (issuing commands to hurt others sometimes), but my own internal monologue is shocked and confused in response (which is what would be my normal response to such violent innuendo). As strange as it sounds, I separate myself from my voices. It's the only way I can get by sometimes without thinking I must be truly evil. I don't believe I'm evil at all.
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QueenieSenior Contributor
Perhaps now is the time to present to your nearest A+E Department @Former-Member. You needn't suffer in silence.
@Former-Member perhaps a little contact behind the scenes for our friend?
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Do you want to know something @Former-Member My day just got a whole heap better for talking to you. I had come to my bed to cry and was feeling really down. I'm struggling so much with my identity but just coming on to respond to you felt the most natural thing I've done all day and felt a bit like my old self.
It sounds like you know a couple of options that could help @Former-Member. Help with the coursework and maybe reaching out for a bit more help with your doctor. You've got this 👍. Hang in there, itwill be worth it. I know your road is really hard but you've done so much of the hard work this semester. Sending good luck vibes and a study grooves your way 💜🤗💐
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PS I think English is optional for my posts at the moment😝
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