when is it time for hospital

@Bubbles3 tell hubby you are going for a walk/run! get get all hot and sweaty!

Ahhhh there is the original post ... I wasn't sure if screaming around the neighbourhood would be acceptable goodo!

@outlander Hey outlander! I am sorry you are feeling so poorly ... that is no good at all. You see the doctor on Monday to get the sutures out is that right? Do you have somebody to care for you where you are? Hopefully we can cheer you up a bit!!

Hi @outlander,have you been taking your medication or got new ones?

Hey @Sans911, @Bunniekins

I'm in bed @outlander, feeling tired mentally and physically. @Sans 911,feeling trapped by the reality that my life is worthless,and I know there is nothing left.I regret selling the farm because everything has been for nothing.Went to the doctor yesterday,he wants to see me on Friday,told him about my high anxiety level and broke down.He mentioned the carers which I don't want to do,my mother could go for years,to me it's a prison sentence,never had a chance at my own life and to meet someone I have my mother to care for.I have cared for her since my father died a long time ago,had a breakdown contributed by her self centredness and the fact that she never respected my life.When she was in hospital last year,I was excluded from everything as other siblings my young nieces treated me like shit and they were preferred by my mother.

The doctor gave me another month's certificate @outlander, Centrelink wants me to apply for carers too.If I wasn't such a failure and mental case it would be different.Plus I seen someone I knew yesterday who I tried to avoid who seen me recrossing the street,she yelled out "hello" .I wish they would just leave me alone.

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Poor @Former-Member 😞