when is it time for hospital

Nah they are ok with mum being gone. They arent use to mum bf mum (nan) but they have fun when they go thats why im not too bothered. The youngest is happy the teenager wants to sit in the room talking on the phone to friends but shes going too i dont care.
Yeah im leaving house chores. I just want to rest. Its not just thr weekend. Today its been 5 days straight ive had the kids byt the weekend was the worst so far and yeah not being able to hold anything down any stronger than a tea isnt helping me either. I hear your frustration i do. Im living it so i understand.
Yes maybe im just trying to hard but i feel if i stop trying so hard ill give up. I dont want to give up. Im bloody exhausted that even my exhausted is exhausted but i dont want to give up. Mums heading home now and will take 2 days to get back. What happened to only going 5 days..... itll be the full 7 days by the time they get back.

Aww that ok you cab talk to us here as much as you like. Plenty of company here but i hear you on how lonley it is. I have my sisters to talk to but not really if that makes sense as well

@outlander Morning, are things a little easier for you right now?

@Former-Member @Former-Member morning to you both. I had a rubbish sleep, but no, didn't end up sleeping in the car. I just can't switch off no matter how tired I am. So sleep didn't come until after 2am & awake at7:30.i hope you are ok. @Former-Member, you're a bit quiet, where are you?

The kids are out so its a little easier today @Sans911 hopefully you can get some rest today or so something nice for you too.
Im kinda struggling to be here though

Thanks @Owlunar i hate not being able to support others and ive hardly left this or ny other thread and its hars to hang around knowing i cant help. Not that i dont want to but i cant

@outlander-some days you have to take of just yourself. And get support from as many people as possible. There are your high expectations again. Other people will be ok; there are many, many members plus the mods who can help others. Some days are like that. Don't fret about it. Just take of you ok?

They arent expectations really. To get support you give support. Thats the way i like to see it anyway.

Sigh... but yes sis ❤ ill look after myself. I was hoping to sleep but i wont be so movies and beibg a couch potato it is

@Sans911
Can i talk to you about something? Im really embarrassed though but i feel i can trust you

Well actually I trust u all here